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Recieved: 2001/05/09 19:43
Subject: Re: [K-list] Synthesis .. was .. empaths .. Mystress ..
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/05/09 19:43, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 04:07 PM 5/9/01, Fiona and Christopher wrote:
>Good One Mystress ..
>
>We have often found that one has to be "sneaky" in dealing with
>this sort of thing .. particularly a stuck child like that ..
>
>so, often we present a whole lot of information which tends to
>distract the thinking mind by taking it along the tracks of what it
>has learned and getting it involved with what it already knows ..
>
>Then there is one line which causes the "aha" ..
>
>and, for different people, it may be a different line.
uh-huh.. if you say so.. :)
>In your case, we presented the dichotomy between the priestess and
>the nun .. which created the space in the thinking process for the
>2 yo to pop up in a space which, to her, felt safe ...
Or as someone said to me recently, "if you use a machine gun, you are
bound to hit something, but we won't call you a marksman." ;) What you
describe, is a technique I use sometimes as well, but that was not my
experience this time.
My own 2 year old inner child is fine and well.. this persona was not
her, it was one I picked up. Only the emotions of it reminded me of my own
past.
That is the thing about wayward empathy, and why I try to surrender the
emotions directly, as abstract energy patterns instead of trying to
pinpoint their source. If I think too much, I may end up trying to paste
them onto some event of my own life, and run around trying to fix that
situation, when it is not the source.
This child was about 4-6, and a very quiet little thing, clinging to my
left arm and shoulder. She didn't speak, she was just a bundle of
emotions, predominantly fear. Thus, when you asked whose voice was
speaking, it was mine. I don't think the MPD person I got her from, even
knew she was there. She was a silent, emotional presence in the background.
If she had been a voice, I would have noticed her sooner. Because she was
sentient, and had free will, she chose to attach to me as a
Mother-surrogate and not go back with the rest of the stuff when I did the
"return to sender."
I did my own work with her, giving her love and going with her into
the light, but she would not quite go.. There seemed to be something left
undone.. so I turned her over to Archangel Michael and Armand, who
promptly involved the Higher Self of the girl's father.. At that point, I
simply observed from a distance, watching but not listening while they
handled it. Her Father is still alive, and it definitely was her father and
not my own. I am familiar with my own Father's higher self, and his fem
side.. I have had to call on them a few times in years past, in the process
of resolving my own stuff. This was not him.
I know my MPD friend has not spoken to her father in years. He is a
convicted pedophile, but I am not certain if this splinter was caused by
sexual issues, or some other kind of trauma. I think it was something else.
There are a lot of things besides sexual abuse that can scare a kid. It
seemed like the fellas did some major work cleaning him up, on a higher
self level, and I suspect once that filters down into the physical, he will
show up in my friend's life again, to resolve some unresolved issues.
Once the little stowaway was gone, all kinds of other stuff that was
blocked by her presence came pouring out, and I felt a definite shift
twice, as my vibration moved up 2 dimensions. Whew! What a relief! I can
feel the Grail again, and my energy is moving properly, washing the rest of
the debris away. Haven't done the invisibility test yet, I'll try it tomorrow.
>and so, quite often when we write to one consciously, we "know"
>that there is a lurker whose questions we are answering with all of
>the other stuff.
Yes, I often feel that when I write, too.. I hear questions in my mind,
coming from the people who will read the post I am writing, after it is
sent. So I go ahead and answer those questions, too. Sometimes my posts are
long, because there is a whole thread in one post.. questions not yet
written, being answered. More times than I could count, someone has written
to me privately to tell me that my post answered something they had been
wondering about. I usually do not tell them, that I heard them wondering. :)
>Now .. the 2yo is a critical "stuck point"
Well, as I said, my 2yo is fine.. I have done a ton of work with her..
but perhaps you are speaking to someone else. ;)
>There is a spontaneous Kundalini movement at age 7, 14, 28, 42, 56
>or there -abouts depending on some other factors .. which also
>triggers this particular sequence .. bringing all of the memories
>of the previous patterns to the surface.
Yes, I can pretty much pinpoint the path of my K. from what I
experienced at those ages.. also 12 and 16 were important. Haven't reached
age 42, yet.
>It is here that the conscious/unconscious .. the ego-id .. the
>personal-shadow starts .. with one being "acceptable" and the other
>being repressed/denied.
Well, my experience at age 2 was very clear, and as I say, it has been
resolved. It was a single event at age 2 that I posted recently, where I
came from the light under the ground, and realized I would have to pretend
to be what my family expected, to survive. Because I chose not to forget
where I came from, I did not grow a complete ego.
>again ..
>
>we hope this further explanation helps provide some clarification
>.. not only for you .. but for others on the list.
Yes, I realize you are speaking generally, and not to me, specifically.
Thank you for your assistance. Blessings!
Surrender your eyes; they see only what thou wilt!
Surrender your heart; it feels only what thou wilt!
Surrender your will; and it shall lead you to ME!
I will not be named - to do so is to denigrate ME; I am ineffable!
I will not be defined - to do so is to limit ME; I am limitless!
It is not without reason that this is the hardest thing you will ever do.
Come to ME!
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