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Recieved: 2001/05/08 23:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] empaths
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/05/08 23:38, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 10:46 PM 5/8/01, missy chicken wrote:
>I will accept that :)
:) Acceptance gives peace.
>to somone who has a serious tendancy to behave and
>react like a large kid...... what it amounts to for me. if it has to do with
>energy i can do it.....i am just learning how i have been doing these things
>for years without even knowing it now.... but i had to be rebirthed and
>cleared to be able to reckonize it all...
You are gifted, a natural witch. Probably a healer, too.. the best
healers usually go through a period of chaotic, uncontrolled magic during
their transformation, before the energies settle into something useful.
I am moved to tell you.. that although my experience with MPD is
limited, there does seem to be a relationship between MPD and empathy. Via
empathy, you are actually taking on fragments of other people's egos,
personailty bits that are not your own, and some of them clump together to
make actual alternate personas. The down side of this, obviously is that it
is very hard to deal with. The plus side, is that once you get thru this
period of intensity and learn to clear the stuff as it comes in, and clear
the debris of the past, the MPD will be history.
In the meantime.. the imperative of K. is surrender.. when the
reactions come in, try to surrender them right away. Just say, "Goddess
please take this, it is a gift, for you. It is Yours. Thank you very much."
Then distract yourself from the stuff by thinking of something else, and
taking a deep breath. Do it over and over, with all the chaotic emotions..
of course, when you are really stuck in a reaction, you won't think to do
it.. so put up some post-it notes to remind you.
>i know im a pain in the butt on this list.... but frankly i have nowhere
>else to vent...
I'm glad you stayed.
:) Missy, most people have been responding to you, with patience and
gentleness.. have you not noticed? This list is full of empaths, we do
understand what you are going through.
I am an empath too.. usually I manage to keep myself pretty clear, and
stay balanced, but lately I've gotten bogged down with stuff, too much to
have the clarity I need to clear it as it comes in. So I am very reactive,
hypersensitive and perhaps a wee bit paranoid. I have been venting too..
just not here. Harsha's list got a good dose of it recently, and so have
some friends in private mail.
I am having a reasonably calm moment, at the moment.. probably because
I accepted it.. I realized it was partly the full Moon, and I also reached
out to some healer friends, and asked for help. For stubborn, independent
Dominatrix me to ask for help is very unusual, so they know how stuck I
must be feeling... : )
>its gotten seriously difficult though... unkowing psychics see how brightly
>i burn and try to read me... getting burnt by the energy i ampify...when a
>shaman rebirthed and cleared me it burnt my face and back :( the first time
>a guy tried to help me vent it all he had to stop because it was too much :(
>it nearly caused me a complete nervous breakdown....
Well, I have gotten bent out of shape by empathy many times, but not
burned. My own energy is pretty intense, that is probably why... it has
sent other folks off, on occasion. Not quite to the point of a nervous
breakdown, because I am experienced and can observe when they are nearing
their limits and pull back.
Lately I try to keep my energy directed inward.. that does help keep the
empathic reactions down. The dynamic of "what you put out comes back
multiplied".. the more energy I project, the more empathic karma crap I get
back, in exchange. There is only so much I can control it, tho.. where my
attention goes, so does my energy.
Thus, I am talking about myself this post.. keeping my focus inward
while trying to show something that may be of use to you.
> the imaginary grounding
>doesnt work for me :( if i concentrate on anything it gets worse!!!
It is like that for some people.. any attempt to control, is
resistance, and resistance is not surrender, it throws a monkey wrench into
the works. So you just have to hang on and try to go with the flow. Goddess
really won't give you more than you can handle, tho sometimes She will give
you as much as you can take... and expand the limits of what you think you
can tolerate.
>i guess all that it amounts too is the x-men comics werent to far from the
>truth of the future.....i feel like one....
ROTFLOL!! I have had that same thought, many times.. I was addicted to
X-men comics all through my teens.. and now I know why: because I am a
mutant, just like them! LOL!! Art imitates life imitates art imitates life...
There is evidence that K. really does make changes in your DNA..
perhaps we need to start the "Kundalini-mutantsATnospamyahoogroups.com".
Where is Professor Xavier when we need him? Maybe we'll just shave CW's
head and break his legs so he can play the role.. ;)
My fave was always Wolverine.. they did a great job of him, in the
movie.. loved the black leather outfits.. very sexy.
Blessings..
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