To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/05/06 02:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] My story ....Peppers dreams
From: José
On 2001/05/06 02:07, José posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Pepper,
Even if you did write this as a reaction to someone else - it's on the list
and I'm happy you put it there!
I recognize some of your experiences. Recently I felt I was tested like that
very much - and just passed.
Unfortunately there is a lot of fear involved with me. I could read people's
thoughts too, easily. See their intentions (could do this before), but also
feel the great responsability, and I feel that I keep falling back since I
am not yet up to that. I need the rest, so to say.
Love, José
> I went through all those things. Waite until you start hearing people
> thinking as thought forms translate into sentence form that you actually
hear
> as if they were talking out loude to you. They are! They don't know you
can
> actually hear them. A curious thing,...when you get to that point where
they
> could be considered at your mercy because of these actual powers you now
> have...you cannot, or is it, "will not" ...take unfair advantage of
others.
> Nor will you even consider judging, condemning, cursing, hateing, nor
> anything of that order that I may have forgotten to enter here. You will
look
> at others problems with quiet compassion and try to help aleaviate them
some
> by way of words of understanding, confidence, and healing by touch etc. I
> lost all that in the 70's. Be rest assured that to get to that spot "God"
> will test you, and if you pass or if you don't you will for sure be aware
of
> being shown your degree of faith at each time you miss the mark, or hit it
> perfictly. That way you have a measureing stick to measure your balance
until
> you get it right. God is not going to give anyone a place of that kind of
> power unless they are pretty well deserving. I don't mean in an
egotistical
> way, but in handing over to you a huge responsability, and complete trust
> that takes much thought at times, and spure of the moment thought at other
> times. "IN CONTROL OF THE SELF"
> It would be good to meditate on these things so you can learn to ask the
> correct questions in so many areas. Most of it will just seem to come to
you
> out of thin air, and be shown to you as you grow. It would be good to keep
a
> journal about every thing that happens as it happens.
> Main thing, "BE HAPPY!", and stay that way regardless of people telling
you
> thngs like, "Your so nice that people run right over you, and you
shouldn't
> letem!" Here I was serving people in so many ways, and loving it while
this
> man kept planted seeds like that in my subconsciousness. He meant well but
> you know what "they say" about that!
> Lots of little things took their toll that way, and it all finally just
drug
> me right on down, and into the muck-level world of the mundane human race.
> (Because I allowed myself to listen to someone I was in love with, and who
> was more blind than anyone else, and eventually as well as myself.)
> >From that I learned that there is "love", and there is "LOVE!
> Constructive/distructive.
> So I was back down to the level where everyone has the mentality of a
> mushroom and don't know it. The average person has no idea! The only
> difference was that "now" I was aware of another world and realized for
sure
> that it was more real than what humanity thinks of as real.
> Instead of asking to begin with,...I would recomend to stay quiet and
listen
> to what "God" may be wanting to tell you. Then you can start asking
questions
> as you get the hang of it!
> I hope I am helping you to see that it seems like hard work Only the
staying
> aware is hard at first until you get a toe hold. Still, better keep an eye
> out anyway or something will pop out and say, "I gotcha!"
> It is so interesting, and awesome at times. However don't "awsome"
yourself
> out too much or you will go to a "duh" idiot place.
> Just don't get afraid and blow it. If you are going towards some "wrong
way"
> you will be shown, and helped for a reasonable amount of time before you
get
> the axe! Just kidding. Actually it would be you yourself who gives you the
> axe if it came to that. It's like a high wire act. As long as you walk the
> line not hurting other people or self (I've got a thearie on this thing
about
> "not hurting others physically, nor mentally" thing, (like if none of us
are
> real???) but I think I will keep it to muself until I can think on this a
bit
> more.) you will have plenty of rope to do your thing, and have lots of fun
as
> well. But if you get a big ego-head... your shoulders will not be able to
> hold it high anymore, and back you will fall.
> (I saw myself depicted in a dream with a huge head shaped like a top like
> kids used to spin back in my school days. It was mounted on a little, tiny
> body sitting in a wheel chair.) I had a real ego prob at the time, and was
> being shown this! That happens to many people because it keeps you from
being
> in control of your self, and your life. As long as a person is in honest
to
> god control of their life for real there will be no prob. When you become
> unsure of yourself the wolves, and buzzards smell it, and come in for the
> kill and take their portion of what ever it is they want from you. Lot's
of
> people never rise from this and remain devistated existing like vegetables
as
> gray people.
> Every kind of being has a role in the play for various reasons. Opposits
also
> exist as well while a person finds themselves on that level. Just not as
> many. Thats when you find your true friends so to speak.For not many want
to
> be touched by that level even to help pull someone up, and out of the
muck.
> They fear being contaminated, and also drug down.
> Experience,...what would we do without it!
> You will have to start all over again if you don't watch it!. You may not
> figure out what all went wrong at the time of the fall back down into
> humandom???level, but as you return to that prior "up-place" again you
will
> have found probably more than one reason. Then just do it right this time.
> Hopefully you will hang in and not fall the first big-time time. (Or have
you
> had others?)
> You realize that I am only coming from my own experience. So just use it
as
> extra input to watch out for in case you have any similarity's maybe.
> At times when my mind runs on, and on in it's neg monkey chatter I look
> around to see if anyone can hear my mind in this really big mess, and that
> usually stops it right there. If I hadn't had the ability to hear others
> thinking at one time in the past...I wouldn't have believed it to be
> deffenetly true, nor would I look for it in crowds a lot, out of
curiosoty.
> People do talk to each other by way of word talking out loude in their
heads
> with their minds.There are hundreds of them now, and here I am stuck and
> don't know which way to turn myself for my own self. They have a type of
> light in their eyes I recognize.
> I've kept journals about all these things and am writing a book on it. A
man
> by the name of Dick Sutphan and his wife Tara are travelers in my dreams a
> lot. He has "Valley of the Sun" self help vidios, books, and what I call
mind
> tapes on everything from remote viewing, astral travel, and stop smoking,
> lose weight etc., to all kinds of altered states, and a free book on which
> altered states are for what type of usees and why. If you'd like the
address
> I have it around here somewhere. This man has a really down to earth
> professional voice that draws you right into what you are learning. If you
> want to write for the mag that has all the list of stuff to pick from, try
> first the "Chakra Balance" and alignment tape for a month. It's really
great.
> I've met Dick, and Tara a couple of times at their seminars some time back
> and find them so interesting and full of new ideas that work. Ha! I should
go
> to work for him as his PR man. (I really don't think he needs one though.)
> Oh! He has dream tapes too. He lives at Malibu Beach in Southern
California.
> Actually, when a person gets stationed high enough without having it all
> aborted, and what ever one calls it that happens where you have been
> summoned, period, on that high a level...you won't have to learn by way of
> tape albums. It will all come of it's own accord by way of the Cosmic. I
do
> know this first hand! And dats da namea dat tune little chickadee! Pepper
>
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
DISCLAIMER!
Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe
K. List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.
symbol.