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Recieved: 2001/05/06 01:39
Subject: Re: [K-list] My story ....Peppers dreams
From: Pepper J. Baxter
On 2001/05/06 01:39, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list:
At times I get so mixed up as to who is who and who I have answered and was
it the right one. Did I answer you ar send my answer to someone else who got
in on the act somewhere along the line? If I goof just run over and jump in
the pool and answer back that way. I read everything so I will see it if this
occurs. Pepper
ditomasoATnospamsierratel.com wrote:
> Hi Pepper:
> I have finally gotten around to checking out your more recent dreams.
> I too see my dreams as clues to my current spiritual state and
> valuable clues to current issues. I think your're right-on in your
> own analysis.
>
> My dreams have played a very key role in my awakening process to
> date. Each extraordinary spritual experience I have had has been
> preceeded by and followed by intense "teaching dreams". In fact,
> learning to understand the language of dream by studying mythology
> and starting to decipher my own dreams seemed to in trigger/speed-up
> my awakening experience. In retrospect, I think some were designed
> to entice me down this path; others to shock me into attention; and
> some to literally crack me open.
>
> In the last 3 years, I will have only an occasional "teaching" dream,
> and they help me understand the point I seem to be missing. I
> believe because I am now atively paying attention I am being spared
> the terrifying stuff.
>
> I don't have the feeling that the dreams are pictures of other lives
> at all, although I do think that either I must be a Native American
> in another life &/or have an indian guide since the Indian stuff seem
> to be a very long-running theme in my dreams. Or, sometimes I think
> that the dreams are just tailored in such a way to peak my attention
> &/or get my attention. During my awakeing period I also had numerous
> dreams of losing my children and then usually finding them again -
> talk about traumatic!
>
> Sounds like you've already got the hang of it. I have been helping my
> sister and a few others discover the messages in their dreams-and I
> really enjoy it. As with many of my own, sometimes the dreams are
> only fully understood in hindsight and seem to only add further proof
> that we have been guided steadily through this process.
>
> I can relate also to what you said about having been asleep for
> several years. I too have felt like I have been not totally asleep,
> but just taking it slow for awhile. Needing the time to integrate
> new concepts - retraining the mind and convincing it to cooperate.
> For me the initial awakening experience were way too intense to deny,
> and yet what happened was so outside anything I had ever experienced
> that it has taken some time to get comfortable with the new emerging
> me. Now that I seem to be getting more at ease with my new self and
> have suggested that I am ready for a little more,the coincidences
> have started to pick up again.
>
> I love what you said here:
>
> "I am thinking now that it is not up to me to make myself responsible
> to be in control of that power. It is up to me to step aside and let
> this inner power release It's blessings into my life and as I touch
> others with my understanding, it will then rub off and start a chain
> reaction."
>
> YES! I think that is exactly what I need to "Get" next - I am so
> aware of this enormous power, and have been afraid of misusing it
> somehow. In the last few years my remaining doubts have been melted
> away by the manifestation of many of my concious requests of spirit:
> The perfect "at home" job for my husband, new neighbors with kids for
> mine to play with, meeting other people in this process of awakening,
> meeting others who are further along the path.....etc. The speed of
> manifestion has seemed to speed up dramatically lately to the point
> of where on a trip I had forgotten and needed a covered rubber band
> for my hair, and later that evening one was shot at me from who-knows-
> where in the lodge dining area and almost landed in my soup! I have
> become very careful about what I think -knowing now that it is very
> likely to show up,and have been wondering lately, "OK given this
> power, what great things could I do?" But, after hearing what you
> said I realize that this has been still my worrying/controlling ego-
> mind talking. Yes, "step aside and let this inner power release It's
> blessings!"..sounds like surrender...AGAIN.
>
> Thanks for your insights,
>
> Laurel (Crazy Housewife)
>
> --- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Pepper J. Baxter"
> <pjdaveybaxterATnospamn...> wrote:
> > Hi, Even when K. isn't active you should be able to still activate
> healing
> > etc. unless your belief system is limiting you to that idea. Use
> that prior
> > "happening" when K. was in process as a reference point and bring
> the healing
> > and immune system into action just like when K was acting up
> priorly. I know
> > this first hand from back in the 70's before I messed my belief
> system up for
> > many reasons, and barred myself from all that kind of thing. Not by
> your
> > will, but by "Thy Will" be done if we open an inner door and allow
> our God
> > energy to perform for us. I am beginning to understand, though I
> haven't
> > quite got a real handle on it yet, that when we really begin to see
> that we
> > are only a cartoon caricature of the real SELF residing inside of
> us as if in
> > cognito, or at the controls of a skin/bone/hank of hair robot,...
> then we
> > know the "WHO" that is really "The One" in control.
> > I woke up this morning and did a "day off" sort of snooz-in. I
> intend to do
> > this more often for the messages I received were such appetizing
> food for
> > thought!
> > I woke up dreaming that that my partially gone teeth were back as
> if they had
> > never been pulled. But the two front upper teeth had a space
> between them
> > now. Teeth to me are psychological aspects of my inner self, and
> it's growth
> > at intervals that are about to out picture into my waking life.
> (usually
> > within a year or sooner unless it shows I have a "stuck prob".)
> Then I know
> > it will take a bit longer maybe,...depending on diligence on my
> part to learn
> > as fast as possible an understanding that will trigger the needed
> end result.
> > The dream is telling me I'm about to have my Lower/Higher selves
> merge as
> > like in marriage but that I have to gain enough understanding to
> actually
> > trigger this merging myself. I have to totally understand this
> whole concept
> > more than just intellectually. It is what we refer to as God Energy
> etc. who
> > is looking out at the world through your eye sockets. "Whoa!
> There's me as a
> > tree growing fruit within a minute, and a cute puppy levitating,
> and a
> > swimming pool where you can breath under water." "Hey, turn ME lose
> so I can
> > do MY stuff." It is your physical eye balls that see the world with
> such
> > limitations as not being able to breath under water etc.while the
> God self
> > sees the limitless through non- physical inner eyes.How soon will
> be up to
> > me, and my unlocking that inner door, and knocking to release that
> higher
> > power. It has been too awesome to let loose my lock as I have been
> afraid I
> > could not control It's awesome power. Ha! I am thinking now that
> it is not up
> > to me to make myself responsible to be in control of that power. It
> is up to
> > me to step aside and let this inner power release It's blessings
> into my life
> > and as I touch others with my understanding, it will then rub off
> and start a
> > chain reaction.Aren't we all supposed to be doing this very thing!
> > A dream prior showed a shelf cut all along the upper gum ridge and
> a whole
> > upper row of false teeth had been made to set on this ridge by way
> of the
> > gums so that I would need no stickum to keep them from falling out.
> A secure,
> > man made, stable shelf. Then I saw the shelf fastly wearing down
> and my set
> > of dentures sliding off and always slipping as my real gums
> continued to
> > diminish before my very eyes. I got from those symbols that my
> secure set of
> > beliefs about the physical/material world were about to wear away
> and crumble
> > leaving me unstable for the moment until the new set of teeth (new
> belief
> > system) inserts itself. I know it will because I had no signs of
> fear or
> > panic in the dream as at some other times in life in other areas of
> work
> > needing done on the inner planes.
> > I feel at times that anything I have to say is probably absurd,
> boring and
> > stupid after I have the nerve to hit that button and send. I always
> seem to
> > feel at that minute I finally push, "jeeze, maybe I shouldn't have
> sent
> > that." "Nothing ventured, nothing gained. PJB or Pepper
> >
> >
> > RecoveringSerenaATnospama... wrote:
> >
> > >
In a message dated 04/26/2001 4:02:41 AM W. Europe Daylight Time,
> > > ggonzalezATnospams... writes:
> > >
> > > > When K is active, a person can - at will - activate certain
> functions
> > > > like a immune response. One thing I have been able to do with
> my K (
> > > > and so far the *only* thing ) is to heal myself (but only on
> one part
> > > > of my body : My throat). I have used a mix of K energy ( I can
> > > > control my K energy, and make it go anywhere in my body ) and
> > > > visualization to activate a immune response when the first
> symtoms of
> > > > an infection show up.
> > >
> > > Hi Gabriel-
> > >
> > > I have learned to quiet my overactive immune system in order to
> stop
> > > flares of inflammatory arthritis. I also learned to relax the
> muscles
> > > around my arthritic joints that were in chronic state of spasm.
> > > This was really important for pain management and recovering
> mobility.
> > >
> > > I did this through visualization. I didn't think of it as an
> ability
> > > that was due to kundalini awakening but that is probably as valid
> a way
> > > to think about it as any.
> > >
> > > Serena
> > >
> > >
> > > http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
> > >
> > >
> >
>
>
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