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Recieved: 2001/05/04 20:59
Subject: Re: [K-list] I wonder
From: Pepper J. Baxter
On 2001/05/04 20:59, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Sherman, That's been me off and on for years. It's been like in, and out of
the forrest. First the sunshine. Then the dark. Then the sunshine....! I've been
worse than anyone, and yet in the 70's I experienced having an almost complete
"whatever", At the edge of what Randolph Price calls a Super Being, and lost out
at the last minute for lack of sufficient control of my life, and my self's
problems. I got dumber, and dumber. I must be the sister to dumb, and dumber,
Ha! But still I have perservered methodicaly, and crawled back up the hill and
am nearing the top, I'm sure about this. I had a dream where I saw myself in a
really nice, house with a pool, and sitting in a spacious living room on a
chocolate colored carpet with no furniture yet, I heard myself thinking, "If I'd
have known how easy it was, I'd have done this a long time ago. When I awakened
I wondered why I thought it was so easy. I'm constantly seeing 11:11 on the
clock, syncronisity...especially on the tv hearing words I have just spoken as
if I have written all those scripts. As if I can almost say all lines right
along with the actors, know the plots before they end, etc. But for now it comes
and goes and comes back again but with less in between intervels. Maybe it's all
wishful thinking. I don't know! Pepper
Sherman Buck wrote:
> here are some wonderful words from stuart wilde:
>
> "when the ego or personality feels uncomfortable, and individualwill try to
> transfer that discomfort to someone else...people who are psychologically
> crippled will tend to blame others...the ego is doing it to you (not
> others), and so you feel restricted. in order to get rid of that
> restriction, you transfer it; our you attempt to transfer it and load it up
> on somebody else. so discrimination is actually a manifestation of an
> irritated, insecure ego."
>
> "when you meet people who are terribly serious, they are either arrogant or
> insecure or both. often they are trapped by their intellect. what happens
> is, over a period of time they begin to buy their own intellectual
> cleverness. in the beginning, that works very well. and you get to see how
> marvelous they are. they can impress people with their knowledge and
> intellectual brilliance. but then gradually there is no place for the mind
> to go. its influence peters out...what happens to people who become terribly
> cerebral intellectual, and serious is that they make their mind their god.
> and bit by bit the mind cant sustain being god, becuae there's a limit to
> what the intellect can discover and know. in the end they become angry and
> fearful."
>
> "its easy enough to grasp intellectually, but its much harder to make it a
> part of your feelings, a real part of your life."
>
> "so, start to realize you have nothing. you are nothing. when you can get to
> the point where you can say, "i am nothing," youre free, because at that
> point, youre everything."
>
> "they become victims of their minds."
>
>
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