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Recieved: 2001/05/03 10:50
Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the eye" "stop beating around the bush"
From: felix

----- Original Message -----
From: "Pepper J. Baxter" <pjdaveybaxterATnospamnctimes.net>
To: "Karin Holtkamp" <frostedsnowflakeATnospamhotmail.com>;
<K-list >
Sent: Friday, April 27, 2001 10:45 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the eye" "stop
beating around the bush"

>>Hi Karin, I was raised a Lutheran because it was the
closest church because my grandmother couldn't drive. <<

Hi Pepper,
This is one of the most delightful posts I have ever read. I
never thought I would be happy that some people aren't good
spellers, but you proved me wrong.

<>

>>It never interred my mind to judge and or condemn people.
Everybody was interestingly just who they were being. I
accepted everyone as they were without question. I felt
quite normal as normal was interpreted as in those days.
(30's and 40's etc. I giggled or laughed when I was happy
over something, and pouted when I didn't get my way which
was a lot.<<

Yes, the usual thing is for judgement and condemn people to
bury people's minds.

>>But later on in life I hit a long run of maya and forgot
to remember this normal way of growing in the world.<<

Maya is another word from another language that is used to
indicate the illusion of seeing the world from a personal
perspective when it should be looked at from the perspective
as the other.

>>It was like a sort of "Little house on the prairie" kind
of church as I look back. My church of my youth was a happy
experience with a wise old reverend with many years in our
church.<<

>>Years later I moved out of state and married a man who was
also of the Lutheran faith. We attended the Lutheran church
in town, when shortly a new and very young minister took
over at the death of our prior minister. Male chauvinist
etc., which caused a lot of discontent, disharmony, and
angers in many peoples hearts.<<

<>

The Devil?

>> In less than one year our church caused in me such
discomfort that I would never attend that church again, nor
speak to that minister as well. <<

<>

>>Boy did I ever go off on some tangents. I guess what I'm
getting at is that what is, is what is. Memories is.<<

Me-mores? The more of ME than you can see?

>>Attitudes! Living life and forgetting to disect it to
death is part of it I think! That's it. Pepper<<

So, Pepper, could One assume that when you were an innocent
child...it didn't bury your inner-sense to judge or condemn
people ("...it never interred my mind to judge and or
condemn people.")? But, as you became an adult, the devil
came and destroyed your marriage by teaching you "to disect
it to death"

...and you not dead yet.

So, when is enough...enough? At what point will you stop
judging and condemning people by burying your innocence and
disecting IT to death?

felix

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