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Recieved: 2001/04/26 10:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the eye" "stop beating around the bush"
From: felix
On 2001/04/26 10:01, felix posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: "felix" <felixATnospamintrstar.net>
To: "Karin Holtkamp" <frostedsnowflakeATnospamhotmail.com>
Sent: Thursday, April 26, 2001 9:59 AM
Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the eye" "stop
beating around the bush"
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "Karin Holtkamp" <frostedsnowflakeATnospamhotmail.com>
> To: <K-list >
> Sent: Wednesday, April 25, 2001 7:35 PM
> Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the eye" "stop
> beating around the bush"
> > Hi Felix,
> >
> > Yes, you are right. The past shouldn't be treated as an
> enemy. It is gone
> > forever and can't be reversed, so why dwell on it. Hehe,
> this is easier said
> > than done though...
> >
> > Karin
>
> For most of my late teens and practically all my adult
life
> I rejected the way I was reared, and especially the
religion
> I was instructed in, but when I sought at-onement and
> integrity I could no longer shut it out. For me to be a
> (w)hole person I had to find a way to understand it and to
> let it be exactly what it was with me.
>
> I go to the churches occasionally now. The same things
that
> drove me mad about them is still there, but it doesn't
make
> me angry anymore for them to be what they are. I have
> choices. I have options. The world can do what it likes,
but
> it is up to me to respond in a way that pleases me.
>
> Finding the response that pleases me is much more
difficult
> than acting out against institutions. They are
> self-perpetuating...and so am I. What need?
>
> I subbed to this list because of kundalini discussions I
had
> with Hillary on another list. I gnew what was going on
when
> I experienced the full-blown rush of it up both sides of
my
> spine several years ago. I had read about the experience
in
> various books. What I didn't gnow was the softer side of
it.
> Hillary didn't instruct me, she simply told me of her own
> experiences. How better?
>
> The side of it that comes to me like a thief in the night
> with pads on it's feet is what I hadn't put into place,
what
> I hadn't connected with the big picture. Kundalini is
> synonymous with the Christos, with the Buddha. They are
> words used to describe an ongoing event. There is no
> difference except in the semantics of IT.
>
> Like in every other religion there are songs about it in
> Protestant christianity: I don't know the Latin ones, but
> those who do can speak of it.
>
> You got to walk
> That lonesome valley
> You got to go
> There by yourself
> Ain't nobody here
> Can go there for you
> You got to go
> All by yo'self...
>
> When the understanding becomes realization one can see it
> everywhere in everything...on a cross or in a cave. The
only
> thing about having a body that has remained the same and
has
> never changed is that I have always been me. I was me
then,
> I am me now, and I will be me forever. How many me's do
you
> gnow? Can it get anymore intimate than consummation?
>
> felix
>
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