To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/04/25 13:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the bush"
From: percyval
On 2001/04/25 13:24, percyval posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: "Wim Borsboom" <aurasphereATnospamhome.com
> My dear Percyval, you know how I have undergone same (the aberrated RC
sex
> treatment and deep spritual harassment)... but somehow the hatred has
gone,
> actually the hatred has gone altogether... Not to diminish your
feelings,
> Percyval... but you know.. do you mind that I say... that you have a
future
> in which there will be no reason for hatred anymore... I love you, I
don't
> have to apologize for what I have done to little boys, because (as I
was so
> protected) I did not do what was done to me, although was I only a
touch
> away... thousands of times... But if I did... Dear Percyval my deepest
and
> sincerest apologies... can my love for you help you a bit... It so
struck
> me... what you said about hatred...
thank you, Wim... yes, i suppose still carrying hatred is probably still
carrying hurt...
and not that it changes things much, but i guess my post makes it sound
like i was physically sexually molested by a priest or brother... i
wasn't... but i have been beaten by them, and interogated/interfered
with about my budding sexuality... been made to feel inherently terrible
about myself (this part is now healed), and must also say on a positive
note, they gave some constuctive education in math, english and other
subjects...
but thank you very much Wim... your post reaches my heart...
lovingly,
percyval
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