To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/04/10 08:01
Subject: [K-list] 4 in 1
From: Jb789
On 2001/04/10 08:01, Jb789 posted thus to the K-list:
..4 messages in 1 post, 'cause it goes quicker.
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Hi
don't know what I will write.
So perhaps this produces already boredom in the listener.
Ah !, ok.. subject:
I find again and again, that (face to face) dialogue, does something
to my brain, or consciousness if you like. It reaches a point where
it cannot say anything anylonger, because catching itsself just about
to utter some deluded folly, some brain function gets suspended. It
is at first rather scary.. you feel like out of control, but then the
relief comes when you can see that life is so much easier and playful
without the baggage of control devices.
And then, all that matters is that 'ride' with no rider nor ridden,..
quite intense, humorous and blissful.
Oh, I have much more .. don't know quite what it is, ..but maybe next
post.
By the way, did you know that my female-partner has ADD ?.. that
means Attention Deficit Disorder ..
it drives me completely nuts !.. BUT, since I have just discovered
and know what it is called, I feel much better !
And she feels better too,..
before she knew what she was, she thought there was something wrong
with her, but now, she knows...
(it's a form of black/white magic, is it not ?)
:o)
JB
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Honestly, honesty is very important, it seems to me.
And yet I am very dishonest, cause this is not what I want to write
about..
-Now, That's honest,.. would'nt you say ?!
So what I want to write about ..
no kidding,.. actually I forgot ..! :-(
Darn !
Probably getting old..
speaking of old, may I quote another old chap..
(I mean I am not That old, my brain feels like that though,.. but I
feel that within I am just as silly as when I was 3,.. not that I can
remember how I was when I was 3..)..
where was I now ?..
Here !
here and now..
but the question remains : where Was I Then, when i wanted to ..
Aha! :Quote!,... Oh,.. very good !
(PS. you might think, I am trying to clown around..But!, the case is
that I definetely do not think I am, but of course I am not sure,
since that's the way thought functions,.. from branch to branch,..
and when you become spiritually betaen into transcendence like I
have,.. well what do you expect ?..to make sense of things ?!..
After all what is 'things' and what is 'sense' ?..
but that's a subject for another letter, because i do not like to
jump around,.. I think it is absolutely necessary to keep to the red-
thread/subject, otherwise...
well I am not sure what-otherwise, so I just write :...
Concerning the quote,..(see I have not forgotten,.. cause I have a
fresh brain full of divine energy!.. yes Sir!).. I said : conc. the
Quote, I can unfortunatelly inform you that there is no more space
here, but since it is a very good quote i will send it with my next
post.
Bye.
JB.
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Extraordinary Humanity indeed !
Have you checked out the internet lately ?..
What do you see ?
Enormous Output,.. from the grotesque to the sublime !.. science,
philosophy, litterature, jokes, spirituality by the thousands of
sites. If I was from another planet , I'd probably say: Wow!.. what a
fantasticly wise species !..
And yet, as you know, butchery.. physical and psychological goes on.
It seems that the Human, is somewhat defect ?..:
thinking I am 'I'.. one entity.. while functioning to one or another
of endless fragmets/actors in the psychic...
Shizophrenic anyone !..
.. anyways, weird, is it not ?
Coming closer home, .. us here, so many profound reflections in our
mails,.. and some beautifully written with a certain degree of
insight,.. thousands of words, and yet,.. 'whare' are we ?!
Let me share something:
See, it is not a question of androgenous or not or meticulos or not,
or this or the other, it is actually a matter of the dgeree of
conscious sublimation rendered via a charismatic enigma,.. mind
you 'enigma' as presented and divulged in the 4th book of the Divine
Bump, not to mention the nise of the motors building a building right
next to my building, here and now and then there and everywhere.. ALL
Because, she Simply Forgot to read the Quantum theory of Vivisection
with the unfortunate consequence that my left sock was never mended
with the appropriate pink thread !
You kno'wha'm'sayn' ?!
Now, suppose most or all of our mails, were of this caliber of
profoundly simple meaning, htough of course useless,.. If This was
the case..
DO YOU THINK THAT we would've been less 'wise' than now by virtue of
our quite Rational verbal exchanges ?
HONESTLY ?..
You do not know ?!..
Ok, That's honest !..
So, how about trying irrationality.. ?
Believe me, you will not go crazy..
though we might improve a bit on it.
Best wishes,
and thanks for allowing me to be ga-ga..
BUT !..
You know the 'Fool' from Tarot ...
well, nothing wiser ..
And with this self-compliment..
(gotta do it myself,..cause nobody else does it!) :o(
I shall terminate my monologue.
JB
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THE quote
> Getting Old>
> God grant me the senility to forget the people I
>never liked > anyway, the good fortune to run into the ones that I
do, >
>and the eyesight to tell the difference.>
> Now that I'm 'older' (but
>refuse to grow up), here's what > I've discovered:>
> I started out with
>nothing, and I still have most of it.>
> My wild oats have turned into
>prunes and All Bran.>
> I finally got my head together; now my body is
>falling > apart.>
> Funny, I don't remember being absent minded...>
> All reports are in; life is now officially unfair.>
> If all is not lost,
>where is it?>
> It is easier to get older than it is to get wiser.> >
>Some days you're the dog; some days you're the hydrant.>
> I wish the
>buck stopped here; I sure could use a few...>
> Kids in the back seat
>cause accidents.> > Accidents in the back seat cause...kids.>
> It's hard
>to make a comeback when you haven't been anywhere.>
> The only time the
>world beats a path to your door is when > you're in the bathroom.>
> If
>God wanted me to touch my toes, he would have put them on > my
knees.> >
>When I'm finally holding all the cards, why does everyone > decide to
>play chess?>
> It's not hard to meet expenses...they're everywhere.> >
>The only difference between a rut and a grave is the depth.>
> These
>days, I spend a lot of time thinking about the > hereafter... I go
>somewhere to get something and then > wonder what I'm here after.
..........silly ain't it.. and profound-
ly, something or other.
JB
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