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To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/04/02 12:49
Subject: [K-list] Imposed Silence
From: Justlynette

On 2001/04/02 12:49, Justlynette posted thus to the K-list:

My imposed Silence

I have been away from the list, and have recently decided to return. In my
imposed silence, cutting myself away.

(He told me that my file would be placed with the others and destroyed upon
his death. I asked him what I should do and he
said,"I don't know. Your life will completely change and I don't know how to
tell you to live it." Where are the others who experienced this? He told
me he could not tell me. He told me not to tell anyone what had happened or
they would put me away.)

Patsy's post to us, started a flood of tears, coming from the pit of my
body... I have sobbed for hours... I have imposed this silence on myself...
through childhood programs, through afraid of offending, for fear of being
ridiculed.. for fear of appearing "all knowing".... I've silenced myself of
my truths...

My beloved whispering sweetly in my ear for days now, " I Want To Be
Heard".... and me feeling alone, and no one understanding me... And I
remained in my silence...

My Beloved wants to shout from the Mountain Top " I AM"
I am, have always been, will always be... and let the chips fall where they
may....

Love, Lynette



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