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Recieved: 2001/04/02 12:24
Subject: [K-list] Re:Creation
From: Patsy Davis
On 2001/04/02 12:24, Patsy Davis posted thus to the K-list:
We create our reality through our thoughts. Where do thoughts come from and
why do we select certain thoughts and not others. Have you notice that you
will have a thought and immediately many similar thoughts will begin to
cluster around the first thought? Did you originate the first thought or do
you claim it as it passes through your consciousness?
What are emotions and what role do they play in the act of creation. I
would like to share with you some of my experiences in how I begin to
explore and bring into physical expression the knowledge I gained during my
NDE. My first experience happened five years after I had my NDE in 1965. In
1970, I went to work at a title company. My job was to pull documents and
photograph on a microfiche machine. One day one of my co-workers was
sitting at the machine beside me. She was going through a very bad breakup
with her mate and was being harassed by her exhusband. Suddenly as I talked
to her on the physical level, we were also in a garret room in London and
she was lying on a cot in the corner. I knew she was dying of the Black
plague, also at the same time, I was watching her dance. She was a being of
pure energy dancing in pure joy while a hugh audience of energy beings
watched her.
She finished her work and returned to her desk. I noticed that her mood had
lightened considerably and she walked with a lighter step almost as if she
was floating.
I realised she was not aware of what we had just experienced and I had no
idea why I had experienced the phenomenon. I had never even heard or read
of such an experience.
Two days later, My boss, Julie sat down at the machine next to me. We begin
talking as we worked. Julie was a single parent and the sole support of her
son and daughter. Her son had begin to run a high fever, two days before
and she had taken him to the hospital. the doctor had ran a series of tests
on him but had found no cause for the fever. each day he continued to lose
ground. She had spent the last two nights at the hospital and had slept
very little.I could see how desperate and frightened she was.
As we talked, we were in a library in a monastery in the 14th century in
Rome. There was a monk sitting at a table reading a manuscript. He looked
up and I realised he was Julie. He gave off such an aura of peace and
complete love. He was like a pool of deep calm. He smiled at us and his
whole visage lit up with love.
Then we were back in the office and Julie was still talking to me. There
was a change in her mood. Where she had been extremely agitated and
exhausted when she sat down, now her mood had lightened and she was at
peace. Her face relaxed, it was as if someone had taken her burden away
from her.
Julie finished her document search and returned to her desk. I watched
throughout the rest of the day. I have never seen such a change in a
person. Her son's condition had not changed and would not change for a
week, He did recover and the doctor diagnosed his illness as a virus.
During both of these events I did not share what I had experienced with
either of these women. I did not try to speak to any participants. During
both events I continued my work and conversed with the people around me.
The first event I was very curious about what took place. As far as I could
determine neither of the women had any conscious awareness of what
happened. During the second event, I was able to pay more attention to the
surroundings and the people I observed. Both women had experienced a change
in their mood and their general outlook. Both had been strengthened in some
fashion.
The third event happened at Christmas time. I had advanced to customer
service in the same office. My boss was an ex-marine who had served in the
quartermaster corp. He also was a devout catholic. Two days before
Christmas, I had just left the coffee room to start my work day. I entered
the main office and Roy, my boss was standing at the end of the customer
service counter. I walked past him and said Good Morning. When I was right
in front of him, suddenly we were in the desert approaching Betheham.
Coming toward us was three men on camels. I knew these men were the three
wise men and one of them was Roy. I was so surprised and happy because I
knew that Roy had been feeling down because he felt his life was empty. His
self esteem was very low at the time. Without thinking I said "Roy, you're
one of the wise men and you are on your way to see the baby Jesus. You are
the one carrying the gold." He reached out and grabbed me. Then I realised
I had said it out loud. He was shaking me and asking me what I meant.
I tried to explain but he thought I was making fun of him because I had
been teasing him about his religion which he took very serious.
Everyone in the office was now gathered around us asking what was going on.
I realised that I could not explain what had just happened. So I told them
I was just teasing Roy. They accepted my statement and everyone went back
to work.
I was very shaken by the experience. I had no control over the events and
no way to understand what was happening and why I was experiencing these
events. I managed to get through the day. When my co-workers ask me why I
told Roy that, I just laughed and said I was having fun with him.
I begin to realise that I would have to be more careful when these events
happened and that I would have to try and find the reason or purpose they
were happening to me.
Again I noticed Roy's spirits seemed to have changed and it was as if a
dark cloud which had been following him had disappeared. Everyone noticed
the change in him. He was back to his old self again laughing and teasing
all of us as he usually did. How strange I thought. The common thread that
seemed to run though all these events was that the people in the events
always seemed to be helped by this visit. In each event I had felt that in
some way I had hitchhiked with the person I was with. I now realised I was
travelling through time and space. For what purpose I did not know and I
was observing some event that had great meaning to me and to them
The fourth event happened in the spring. I had been promoted to a searcher
and moved to the Seattle office. After I had been there six months I was
promoted to an examiner trainee. An older woman named Agnes came to work in
the office as a searcher... she was in her late fifties. I was training
her. She had a teenage son who was running around with a gang and she was
very worried about him. She had very little money because she had been ill
and owed medical bills.
Right after she started working, items and money begin disappearing from
our desks and lockers. One morning I was sitting at the microfiche machine
searching a title when sat down at the next machine. We started talking as
we worked.
Suddenly we were in Vermont. It was snowing and I could feel the flakes
melting on my face. The sun was just rising. I looked around and we were on
a farm standing on a path which ran between the barn and the house. Walking
toward us was an old man with a beard. He was holding the hand of a little
girl.
He was telling her how God had made the world all white and beautiful just
for her. She was so happy and she adored this man. He was her grandfather
and she was the apple of his eye. He picked her up and put her on his
shoulders and she laughed with pure delight. They reached the kitchen door
and she ducked her head as they entered the house.
I turned to Agnes who was sitting next to me and ask her if she had ever
been in Vermont. She looked at me and said yes. Her grandfather had owned a
farm there when she was little and she had visited him a lot. We finished
our work and returned to our desks.
I watched her the rest of the day. She seemed distracted and yet I noticed
she was not as tense as she had been. The worry lines in her face
disappeared and she walked with a lighter step.
After work we were asked to attend a meeting. It was about the missing
items which had been reported stolen. We gathered in the coffee room and
the president of the company told us that someone was stealing and whoever
it was would be punished and dismissed. No one said anything and then Agnes
stood up and said it was her. The president told her to get her things and
come to his office.
I got my coat and went to the bus stop. I was standing there waiting for my
bus and Agnes walked up to me. She thanked me for helping her, I said it
was ok and I was sorry things had turned out like they did. I knew she
really needed the job. I asked her why she had admitted taking the items.
She said she didn't know. She was thinking about her grandfather and how
much he loved her and how proud he had always been of her and she wanted to
be that person again. I wished her luck and told her to call me if I could
ever help her again. That was the last time I saw her.
I learned from these events that we do remember our other expressions. When
you are in a very emotional state and you feel every much alone and need
someone, you go to that other expression and get the emotion you need. All
your expressions are happening at this moment. They are just not happening
in this reality. You are focused in this time and space. and so you are not
aware of them. Your entity (soul) is receiving information from all its
expressions and since you are in direct contact with your entity(soul)of
which you are an expression you have access to all expressions also. When I
hitched a ride with these people. I also had the same access that they did.
I was able to witness that they were comforted and strengthened each time.
When we are in need of comfort or love or any emotion we go to other
expressions of ours which are experiencing that emotion at that moment.
That is why when we feel depressed or low, we will have a sudden lifting
and change in our spirits.
Can we know in this time and space about our other expressions or lives.
Yes, we can if we are willing to accept that it is possible. I encourage
each of you who read this story to go back in your memory and look for
these events because we have all had them It will help you to understand
how you create and how you use your emotions and
expressions to shape this expression.
Love
Patsy
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