To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/17 08:33
Subject: Re: [K-list] killing off my family. oooops!
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/03/17 08:33, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 02:17 PM 3/16/01, Fiona and Christopher wrote:
>At 03:59 AM 17/03/01, you wrote:
> > Do you think this will change my DNA?
> >
> > More than one way to break an egg...
>
>Once the possibility has been awakened and accepted
>the body will do the rest .. and the conscious is the last to know.
Speak for yourself.. :) You may see the unconscious as a big
mysterious unknown, but my teaching is to ask the unconscious to manifest a
representative that I call the Divine Beloved so that direct communication
is not only possible, but delightfully, blissfully manifest as an intimate,
erotic relationship.
>In the psychology of dreams, according to my experience, the lucid
>dream is the body's was of bring the unconscious to the attention
>of the conscious ..
>
>and if what is dreamed and understood is accepted unconditionally
>then changes happen.
>
>the people who come to us in our dreams are not necessarily the
>real people shown, but metaphors for the acrhetypal thought patterns
>which exist within us ..
Well, of course, Christopher.. my question about DNA changing was
rhetorical... I was seeking to make some levity in this long thread of
victimhood and martyrdom you and Fiona have been manifesting so theatrically.
The day before the dream I was commenting to my beloved druid about how
weird it was that anger at my Dad was coming up again, when I had long ago
put those issues to rest within myself. I told him I wanted to make some
kind of voodoo doll of my Dad.. not my actual Dad, but of the old anger
within me that is bugging me.
Goddess has it handled. The bits became an egg that cracked.
I did a lot of healing on my family over X-mas, and this Karmic
Vampire is still barfing up what was undigestible, like a cat with
hairballs... LOL!!
lucid dreaming - when we are conscious of it, allows the possibility
>of resolving archetype conflicts .. beyond what the left brain thinks
>
>and yes .. if there is a resolution within the dreaming process ..
> and it is accepted by the conscious mind
> then the change starts to alter the archetypal holding patterns
> within the cells of the physical body ..
> thus within the DNA ..
The truth of the healing is in how the dreams make me giggle whenever
I think of them. Brilliant perfection.. bits killed off, with humor of
bizarre accidents and no gory body to dispose of. My anger at old history
regarding my father is once again gone.. perhaps it was not even mine, but
his.. that has happened before.. I get angry when I think of someone
because I have empathically taken on their anger.
Replaced with a gentle joke: I wanted him to fly, but he was only an
egg. ROTFLOL!!!
The point of my message is that the process does not have to be an
ugly gravedigging of rotting corpses and masochistic wallowing in the
emotional mess that I am seeing Fiona's "heroic" sharing. It can actually
be fun, funny and quite delightful.
I told you in private mail and I still believe.. you seem to take a
bizarre voyeuristic pleasure in other people's suffering to the point where
you encourage other people to dwell on their pain quite un-necessarily.
>If we remove the limitations caused by belief,
> what is the Hu-man being capable of ...
seems like you are rather, reinforcing the limitations with
"scientific" proof.
> Once it is accepted that healing can be .. and is ..
> as simple as I describe the possibility, the people
> with the most to lose are the priests and the guru's ..
> and the teachers who try to hold on to "their patent
> latest healing modality"
Well, I agree that the healing is simple.. so what it the point of
these extravagant demonstrations of Fiona's suffering?
>The fear and opposition experienced by other therapists and teachers
>to what I write .. and say .. is a reflection of their self-judgement of
>their own inner knowing ..
ah so.. and what of your opposition to what other therapists and
teachers write.. this is not a reflection of your own self judgment?
>There is no God .. there is no Goddess ..
What is your opposition to the cherished belief within myself and
others, that there is indeed a higher power, manifest in us, and in
everything.. perhaps this too is your self judgment of your own inner knowing.
> there is only the limitation that you place
> on what you already know .. and the denial
> of your own power to heal yourself.
LOL!! Really, Christopher.. tell it to Fiona, next time she is in
denial of her own power to resist her Mother's manipulations. This whole
manipulative charade you both have presented reminds me of what the
Celestine Prophecies described as a "Poor me" control strategy, where an
individual goes on and on about their misery in an effort to get attention
and provoke sympathy. Such an individual will resist all efforts to be
"helped" because if there was no more suffering then they would lose the
cherished control dynamic.
Many people on this list has offered solutions to Fiona's situation,
from Wim to Susan and Simon, and always comes all the reasons why those
solutions will not work. Of course they won't, because Fiona does not want
help, she wants attention and sympathy... and she makes the "heroic" excuse
of wanting to speak out so that others may be set free, to mask her true
motives.
Some wrote to me in private mail, freaked out by the idea that we are
helpless victims of our DNA..
I responded:
> Goddess has it handled. Worrying helps nothing.
> Do you think Fiona is unconsciously acting to please Christopher with
> this dramatic victimhood? Uh-huh..
Blessings....
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