To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/16 17:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] killing off my family. oooops! .. Nina
From: Fiona and Christopher

Nina ..

This is atypical of the spontaneous right of passage that a teenager goes
through in the "puberty rite of passage" .. where the body sets up the
possibility of a permanent severing of the ties from mother and family
so that the "body organism" of the female becoming (in your case)
can follow its own life path and not be tied to the patterns of the past ..

Natures inherent way of healing and cleansing the DNA ..
Made so wrong by the judgement of the church ..
the education of religion ..
and the nature of this external God thing ...

The process you have described is what happens
to so many kids these days ..
a process that is made so terribly wrong
by the religious based societal belief structure ..
Your dreams were telling you what your own inner knowing
your inner-sense was doing for you .. as a gift of grace ..

and, from what you described, you successfully stopped the process
by praying to this external god-thing-thoughtform of religion ..

  so that you life and beliefs would conform ..

Nothing like a nuclear (neucleus) explosion to destroy
the core of the genetic holding patterns ...

  Is it any wonder the children of today
  take up guns and shoot people ..?

The ancients knew of this process .. which is why
the tribes people still practice what we consider
un-christian .. puberty rites ..

  the allowing of the child to make the
  progression into male or female adulthood
  without carrying the inner burden of the past.

Thank you

CW

At 11:13 AM 17/03/01, you wrote:
>My unconscious has often preferred the more sober, straightforward, and
>stubbornly redundant approach... like the period as a teenager when I
>dreamed nightly for 3 years straight about nuclear war. Usually I would
>wake up at the moment the mushroom clouds had fully formed... in
>anticipation of the winds. A few months into this run, I began to pray
>earnestly to God to "never let nuclear war happen" (uncharacteristically
>demanding of me). This was a nightly prayer followed by nightly dread and a
>nightly dream ending with a mushroom cloud. How's that for struggling
>against destruction? At any rate, it worked. Sometime during my 14th year,
>the nuclear war dreams stopped entirely... and I knew the night they
>wouldn't come again because the prayer wasn't followed by a feeling much
>more pleasant than the typical dread.
>
>Heh, the 15 year old me really wanted to believe I had somehow saved the
>world (and myself) from nuclear destruction. What a relief THAT was...

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