To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/16 05:24
Subject: [K-list] Re: Fiona's Mother
From: Divine Goddess
On 2001/03/16 05:24, Divine Goddess posted thus to the K-list:
There is always a choice, even if a small choice, always a choice.
There are some on this list who know of my past and how I sufferred.
I rarely talk about it unless it is drawn out of me. But that is so
far away it seems like I am a totally different person now. And I am.
If I wanted to, I would have just as much right to claim how my
maternal line made people suffer horrendously.
If it is an encoded genetic program then it will destroy the third
generation females and then there is no choice and no hope for you.
The sentence has been determined and will be executed. Why even write
about your situation...there is no hope to ever leave the cage of
destruction. The work to empower others is all a vanity for cruelty
and suffering can not be transcended. This despair drips from all
your posts you have written and chills my soul when I read your
words.
I don't want to read about your problems if you think your end is
pre-ordained. What or whom does that serve unless to elicit pity from
the readers. I do not pity.
Why have classes, why teach, why contribute to the life of others,
why exist for your end is pre-destined. Why fight...why not just curl
up and die now for your life has no meaning, no power, no
contribution for your genes have won.
Kill us all who carry such codes for the human spirit no longer can
triumph.
Regardless of what researchers say, Fiona, you and Christopher have
finally found the trap of elevating the power of genes over the power
of Spirit and transformation.
Maybe I don't understand.
Maybe I am not as evolved or well researched as you and Christopher.
Maybe I am blind.
But if I am then my life has no meaning and there is no hope for
anyone to transcend their biology. This means I am doomed and damned
to live the rest of my life in gene hell.
Maybe this is why...in the several years I have been reading the
posts of you and Christopher...I have never felt one drop of joy.
(my own judgment but then most of my life has been lived with the
absence of joy). Doesn't seem you have found a reason to be joyful.
> Not in my family ..
That used to be my favorite mantra for years, ringing down the
maternal line to make sense of senseless cruelty. Who speaks these
words? You, the essential You, or what you call your genes?
Much love,
Susan
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Fiona Tulk <lifestreamsATnospamb...> wrote:
> At 06:44 AM 16/03/01, you wrote:
> >I agree with Cat and Susan.. victimhood is a choice. I have
> >enjoyed this thread, tho.. interesting.
>
> There was no choice in my family ..it is an encoded genetic program
> and so far the encoding has destroyed two generations of females ..
> and was heading for a third.
>
> It is also one of the conclusions drawn by a number of the
researchers
> from the BBC Brain Story program that Chris was talking about
> where they established clinical evidence to this fact.
> >As for the power of prayers: A wise Witch taught me to make a pink
> >heart shaped thought-bubble with "Jesus Loves You" written on it,
and let
> >it go like a helium balloon. All the prayer-projections will just
follow it
> >up, up and away.
>
> Not in my family .. prayers have a homing beacon and they don't
respond
> to "Jesus loves you" because that equates to being a sacrifice.
>
> Fiona
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