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Recieved: 2001/03/15 17:27
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Fiona's Mother
From: José

I'm still working on it Susan, but I can see this happening in my family
too. I seemed to have gotten all the "transference" as a therapist would
call it I guess, of my grandmother, who died in 94, which I disliked so much
at the beginning - my family looking at me for approval they did not get
from her. (I guess I had plenty of her negative patterns) I tried to run
away from that first, but now that I started healing myself, I can see the
positive effects in my family, and I'm happy for it.
José

> I also began to slowly see my family in a new light as my heart and
> body healed and I forgave and forgave and forgave and forgave and
> practiced the discipline of reconciliation. The most important thing
> I had to do was forgive myself for hating myself for being born into
> that kind of family. When I could release myself from my prison of
> self- hate my life began to change and the light began to shine on my
> family and me.
>

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