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Recieved: 2001/03/12 22:17
Subject: [K-list] Re: A Nightly Visit From Shakti
From: Divine Goddess
On 2001/03/12 22:17, Divine Goddess posted thus to the K-list:
Yes, I knew it was Kali after lying in bed for awhile but the
shakti...sigh... one of the most piercing clear experiences of it
lately
all day at work small shivers of bliss throughout my body
my body just wanted to moan and sigh
it would have been nice to take the day off but... :)
it was hard to concentrate on the tasks at hand
it is nice how then people gravitate to me because they unconsciously
feel the sweetness
i am often aware of a cocoon knit of shakti blue light spun around my
body when i lay down to sleep...the fibers not only surround me but
inpenetrate me deep into the core of the nucleus of my
cells...sometimes my body moans and writhes in this delicious
state....vibrating with joy in the marrow of my bones...
yes...i am quite aware bliss is my true nature.... and that peace is
part of our natural birthright as humans, although many have forgotten
i remember the first time peace, real peace unfolded in me...i was
in awe and knew then that peace was not just a dream, it really was
inside of me....
i did a lot of shadow work last night, peeling off the layers of the
ego onion.... kali came and did her dance before me...funny how you
can keep peeling the onion and there is no center...
did i say that my eyes were wide open when i saw her? she was dancing
not more than a foot away in front of my nose....
i have only seen her with my eyes wide open once before...about 9
years ago....when i was spiraling down the blackness of my anger...i
had not a clue who that many armed ferocious being was...i heard her
name whispered....kali....
that was about 6 months after i received shaktipat and i was learning
that i was not only the creator of my own life but it's destroyer...i
was learning the dance....
i know i have some ego, some bliss but i don't really care about it
anymore, doesn't seem very important....i don't force anything, just
let everything go in it's own time....i get cues when it is time to
go within, turn up the heat and stir the pot a little bit :) and skim
off the debris that rises to the top...
thanks Ganga...
namaste,
susan
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Ganga Karmokar"
<crystalkundaliniATnospamh...> wrote:
> Namaste -
> Sounds like a visit from Kali.... That paddle thing is a large type
> of knife.... It is used to lop off heads.... Kali usually wears a
> mala of skulls... it means that it is time to surrender the ego
> self.... the sense of ego self is the last to go.... you are not
that
> limited ego self but that Bliss.... that Bliss that you experienced
> is your true Nature... It is an essential part of the true Self
> beyond the limited ideation of form..... the tongue sticking out is
> also quite typical of Kali... You are reaching the edge of
> realization.... or discovering the Truth of Being.... enjoy the
> journey.... One more step to the Calm.... or the Peace which passes
> ALL understanding.... Beyond mind and relative thought to the
> Self.... which is now simply in play within the dream of life....
> Love and Blessings Sat*Chit*Anand Shanti-Shanti-Shanti OM
>
>
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