To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/07 18:57
Subject: Re: [K-list] Rambling On...
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/03/07 18:57, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 02:19 PM 3/7/01, Leo wrote:
>Sigh.. I always makes things so much harder than need be, with my fury of
>thinking.
:) Thinking is highly over-rated.
>I always assumed unconditional love as, well.. anything *but* void of
>feelings... Still holding on to the old I see
Yes, it was a surprise to me too... to discover unconditional love
feels like nothing. The Void from which all things
manifest. Understandable.. but un-conditional means without conditions.
Feelings would be a condition.
>Phew...relief. That's some high octane stuff being redirected - i'm not
>used to my body being so "quiet" in that sense...
When it comes back, sex will probably be a pleasant activity, but not
a driving need, anymore. That is how it is to me. It's still fun, but it
does not rule me. Much different than 10 years ago.. I remember back when
my hormones would grab my brain and I would go prowling. One full moon I
found a big muscley poet who could lift a telephone pole and had hardly any
brain at all, he was a hairy barbarian covered in prison tattoos.. a
bricklayer's apprentice. I dragged him home and .. every which way for 2
days, then fed him a huge breakfast and sent him on his way.
>In the dreams i'm afraid of being in the water. It's >strange because
i've been swimming since I could walk, >and loving the water.
>Anyone know of a good book on dreams?
Books are not useful.. it is best to interpret your own dreams.
Realize you are every part of a dream. Every person, thing or animal.. be
that, and you will know it's message. Be the orange fish. (Orange=second
chakra)
Water is symbolic of spiritual energy, and of the unconscious. Lake,
ocean, = unconscious mind that ego is being slowly immersed in... or
sinking into, like the Titanic. :) Things like the fish, are the
unconscious stuff surfacing for you to look at. Think of the surface of the
water as the boundary between the ego and the unconscious. You are afraid
to swim.. :)
One of the first self-hypnosis techniques I learned, was to imagine
myself on a raft on the ocean, and diving down, down, down... not needing
to breathe, having gills, breathing water.. and the sea was bottomless.. if
I seemed to hit bottom, I would find it was the top of an undersea cliff,
and go deeper.
>In another life? As i'm new to this mode of thought, on previous lives,
>etc., I have very little understanding of it.
Their usefullness is limited. Eventually you become all that is, and
all "past lives" are yours. If time and space do not truly exist, what is
"past"?
>That's all of them. I don't keep many friends. I've always only let a
>select few into my world in the past.
Some friends will drift away, others will come to replace them. New
people who are vibrating on your wavelength.
>After reading this I remembered the surgical scar I have just above the
>right buttocks. I remember asking my dad what it was from - "When you were
>a year old, you had an infection from your head to down there. The doctors
>had to do emergency surgery."
Ah so.. your unconscious responds with insights. So, was it really a
infection, or was it K-fire? Some kundalites get a red stripe or a rash
down the spine when the energy is very active. The surgery may have created
a blockage that needs healing, or it may have opened a channel. Look for
perfection.
>Thank You, Mystress. As always, your words have been very helpful.
I'm glad..:)
>And many Blessings to You.
Thank you. Good to feel blessed. :)
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