To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/07 17:30
Subject: [K-list] Re:Rambling On...
From: Michael Read
On 2001/03/07 17:30, Michael Read posted thus to the K-list:
"Leo" wrote:
>
I always assumed unconditional love as, well.. anything *but* void
of feelings... Still holding on to the old I see
>
I have found it to be something beyond feelings. Feelings are ok.
Often though, they aren't the best gage of what is happening.
>
Well, my best friend (about 10 years now) seems to be going through
this in his own way, so we're even closer now in understanding each
other. Another friend, she knows "something is up" and that i'm not
the same after a few months without talking. She only really asked
if I still have "that fire," but accepting nonetheless. Another
friend, she doesn't know what to make of me anymore. She's just like
like me, a stubborn Leo, but otherwise very dogmatic. My most
dramatic and sudden changes are taking a heavy toll on us; we hardly
talk anymore.
>
I 'lost' my best friend after awakening. He is the quintissential
thinker. I have also 'gained' many new and wonderful friends.
>
Thank You, Mystress. As always, your words have been very helpful.
>
She is something!
> And many Blessings to You.
>
> -leo
Mystress mentioned that your friends and aquaintences may see and
relate to you differently. Here is a recent example of that occuring
in this lifestream.
Down the street from me is a tavern that I stop in for supper from
time to time. The people there are for the most part just folks. I
didn't make any close friends there. However, when I mentioned that I
would be moving to another state, they all started talking about how
much they will miss me.
I just laughed! "You mean the wierd guy who just sits at the corner of
the bar, drinking a beer, eating, and playing the video game?", I
asked. They said that whenever I walk in they just feel better!
It is not something I do - it just happens. About fourteen years ago
when my wife walked out on me and the kids the vibration was very
different. People wanted to fight! Well, no one did, I must have
looked too damn mean and scary!
Well, goddess changes us and uses us for purposes we can't imagine.
For this one the heart has been opened. As your heart opens, Leo, let
it!
Blessings to you Leo!
Peace - at play in the fields of the lord - Michael
Hello! your domain today!
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