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Recieved: 2001/03/01 22:58
Subject: [K-list] kundalini..shareware
From: Infinitebrush
On 2001/03/01 22:58, Infinitebrush posted thus to the K-list: thats pretty simple I think. I leave the posts for a week, and there
are so many outstanding topics. I can't possibly comment on all of
them.
One thing I can contribute is my own truth with the experiance
with kundalini. Its not overbearing for me, its spontaneous. Usually
comes calling during times when deep seated stresses have set in,
usually in my sleep or deep delta meditation. During the day all day,
I feel like bubbles are popping on my skin, giddiness in between my
heart chakra area and the power center. Otherwise, there are no
other "sparks flying out of my crown chakra" My vision is normal,
auras...nope don't see'im. But I do see light dots of purple
frequently appearing on and off, sometimes blue. I am rarely tired
anymore, but these are just after effects after the "part-time
awakening" 11 years ago. After the intial "sword grinding through the
stone/shattering glass sound/magma..peach liquid filling the head
trickling down the nape of the neck ecstasy" I lost all interest in
most metaphysical books...studied them for years. Meditation...now
that must have done something...15 years of it. Now my mind is quiet
most of the time...if I close my eyes, I see blue sky..endless white
shimmering light...rainbowlike reflections in small spirals of wind,
really hard to explain with out going through ALL the bodily
sensations, but it does intensify when I close my eyes. And usually
if I have a question about something, the answer is there when I need
it, if its appropiate to my circumstance. I can't guage where or at
what stage it is currently...I am an illumning being as everyone else
is, I just feel I got a window seat on the bus. Your comments are
welcome, I have no need to impress anyone with my meager experiance,
but I did wish to share it, there are few who would understand it,
many who would mock me in everyday life. Thats just the way it is I
guess. Thank you for listening with your eyes.
Namaste all
Shane
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