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Recieved: 2001/03/01 04:25
Subject: RE: [K-list] Entity?
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/03/01 04:25, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 11:31 PM 2/28/01, Groom, Kevin wrote:
>Mystress this has to be one of the most mind blowing posts i have read on
>this list! You have confirmed so much that i had speculated about. ThankYou
>for sharing it with us.
>
>Regards
>kevin
Kewl, Kevin, glad you enjoyed it.. thanks!
Ummmmm.... Did you have to repost the whole thing, tho? Remember to
snip, please! My 11 k post was a little long to begin with.. but it became
20k, reposted with bad re-formatting.. boring for the digest members to
scroll through. Waste of precious electricity.. I try not to be
scarcity-conscious, but we all know that the generation of electricity is a
major source of pollution, worldwide and if we can reduce consumption just
a little by snipping, it can't hurt! : ) I've been a lazy snipping -dragon
these past few months, but I'm seeing a lot of reposted stuff, so I'm going
to be nagging about it a bit the next few days .. don't take it personally.
It used to be that there was a lot of that kind of storytelling on the
list, people recounting their dreams, tales of miracles and magical
experiences.. dunno why it stopped.. Partly me, I suppose.. I don't do much
of that kind of magic anymore, and miracles became so commonplace that if I
told about all of them I'd never get anything else done. :) Besides, a lot
of folks don't believe me anyhow.
It's partly the Zen Purists, too.. They who insist that all these odd
visions and experiences are best ignored as distractions to the ultimate goal.
But hey, I think they are fun! Stop and smell the roses along the way..
The funny thing is, at different times I have wondered if all these
critters are bits of me that need to be re-integrated, or sent back into
the light, and set free of form. If maintaining them is some kind of drain
in my energy that I am not aware of.. I have done the work to clear
anything that does not serve my "highest good".. all kinds of different
visualizations and rituals at different times.. but with very little
result. It's as useless as trying to integrate a pet cat. The cat just Is.
It has it's own independent existence, it hangs around because it likes the
food and company.
I really don't know if I created these beings, or simply attracted
them, or if they are angels taking these forms, to amuse me. Cuir the
Gargoyle, I'm pretty sure existed before I saw it on the wing of the
plane.. it existed before the Twilight Zone movie that gave it additional
energy and form. Where did the author get it? From the gargoyles on old
cathedrals? Where did those artists get the idea from?
Itzak Bentov said "We are the transmitters of thought, not the
originators". Infinite manifestation.. everything that can exist, does
exist, some where some when.. our thoughts simply draw them to us.
I have seen faeries that looked exactly like the ones in Faerie tales,
is it because that is what I expected, or because the artists saw them
unconsciously in their minds eye and drew them like that. How can one
discover what was "First", if time and space do not truly exist?
I don't pay much attention to my odd collection of critters, most of
the time. Long ago I asked my Angels to handle them and make sure they were
well fed and happy. To keep order among the ranks. The Angels don't let
anything near me that is not in service to my highest good, and it is a
quirk of my perceptions, that when I am doing healing work on others, even
the scariest demon will look kind of "Disney" to me. Not scary at all. Easy
to love.
I can do a hundred rituals to clear and integrate, and not think of
these things for years.. but when I do think of them, they show up... and
to my mind their independent existence is sometimes validated by how they
surprise me. They do things I would not think of or expect.
Re-reading my own post I realized Cuir is back with me.. guess my
friend sent him home when he became self realized and didn't need
protection anymore. Didn't want pesky critters distracting him.
I have studies the effects of hypnosis awhile, I am pretty good at
convincing myself of other realities. It's useful. In any case, we are all
one, time and space don't exist, the whole planet might well be a hologram,
so I don't worry if my invisible friends are real. They are in my reality,
and seem capable of acting independently of me...good enough, I say.
With all that in mind, I'll repost some things from the early days of
the K-list.. and make an absurdly long post out of old stuff from the
archives that most members have never seen. Hopefully members will find
value in it, and anyone who responds will snip snip snip! LOL!!
Folks who are having entity problems, feel free to call on my buddy,
T-Rex! My favorite clearing method before I grew enough faith to use the
simplicity of surrender to Goddess.
This first post ended up in all kinds of places.. part of it was
reposted on Spirirtweb.org, someone reposted bits of it in an NLP
newletter.. I think Dan Winter has a snippet of it on his site too.. on the
Draconian pages.
T-Rex is a popular fella! He looks like a real T-Rex..Spielberg could
not have done better.. except for the glint of sentient humor and wisdom in
his eye, not commonly found in reptiles... LOL!
Dracos are the Lizard aliens who supposedly stir up war and conflict
because negative energy is their food.. to me T-Rex is just T-Rex. but when
I was reading about Dracos he showed up and winked at me! So, I guess T-Rex
is a Draco.. sure, why not?
Personally, I think humans are perfectly good at stirring up negative
stuff, all by ourselves.. we make a banquet for Dracos and they can just
lie around lazy snacking like an iguana in a banana tree. Well, we don't
want the negative stuff anyhow, might as let them snack away, like worms
composting the garbage.
T-rex loves to snack on entities, and watching a Tyrannosaur hunting
down critters and snacking on them, crunching their bones is quite a sight
to see! So fast and graceful! Beats Discovery channel all to hell.. so,
anybody who is having entity problems, invite T-Rex in to snack away.. like
getting a housecat to eat the mice in the larder.... just don't ask him to
eat people, OK? He is not into that kind of misuse.
I was training some novice Witches once, who persuaded T-Rex to eat
their boss.. Then called me up in a panic because their boss was acting
very strangely. I rescued the situation, and smacked their fingers for not
respecting T-Rex's reluctance to do it, or their own power of visualization
magic. "Do no harm".
>Date: Mon, 15 Jan 1996 18:33:24 +0000
>From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
>Subject: My beloved Draconian recognized.
>
> One of my spiritual guides looks like a tryannosaurus rex. He never
> speaks, is remarkably funny and well mannered, but comes around when
> invited to devour the gifts of my negative energy I prepare for him, and
> thus they are released with love and transformed.
> Back in.. 1991? I was frustrated with my clever mind's ability to
> think it's way around negative energy release visualizations. Remanifest
> them. I'd visualize burying junk in the sand on the beach, the tide would
> uncover it again.. etc. No matter what I did, stuff came back. I realized
> that I needed a method of destruction that was irreversible.
> Inspiration came, if A tryannosaurus rex eats it, it is gone. No
> getting it back in the same form, it will be unrecognizable harmless
> fertilizer for creativity, when it shows up again. 5+ years ago I called
> for a being of light for whom my negative energy would be a delicacy,
> that resembled a T-Rex. He showed up, introduced himself as real by
> walking on water and casting a shadow. Did some tap dances and things,
> then shrunk small and climbed in my pocket to snuggle.
> Negative crap that humans keep inside them to limit themselves is his
> favorite food. I have introduced him to many people, they have felt
> lighter after feeding T-Rex thier fear, pain and sorrow. These things are
> delicous to him. He devours every scrap of what he is given, and belches
> and bows in thanks. Lightened of the weight of fear, a new level of
> perception always gives new insights.
> Today, I get the realization that of course, he is a Draconian,
> manifesting as Thunder Lizard the adorable in my perceptions. He is
> beside me, smiling his dragon's smile and cocking his head and flicking
> his tongue in amusement. Give to Draco, with respect, what belongs to
> Draco. He is here to help.
> Prepare for him a dish, of all of the fear and limitations you have been
> unable to release unassisted. Call for him, and invite him into your home
> to enjoy the blessings of hospitality. Welcome him with love, and offer
> him nourishment. Hold out the offering of negativity manifested in your
> hands, and he will take it gently and devour it.
> He will leave, when he senses there is no more energy you are prepared
> to give him at this time. If he sticks around after the meal, it may be
> because he sees something else that needs releasing. You do not need to
> know what it is, trust your unconscous and allow it to release to T-Rex
> the Draco, his appropriate food.
> What you think of as your inner slime, it was from primordial slime
> that life on earth sprang.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
> I don't call on him any more, I transmute stuff within myself, but over
>the years I probably introduced him to hundreds of people, while teaching
>and I know he is still buddy to some folks.. being well fed. When I
>realized he could also hunt for himself, if given permission, I used to
>call him up, or loan him out, some times to do house clearings.. sure, I
>can just flick a mustard seed at things, and let Goddess handle it.. but if
>you have never seen a T-Rex hunting down poltergeists and
>eating them, crunching the bones of pesky negative thought forms.... then
>you ain't seen nothin...LOL!! More amazing then "Wild Kingdom." I cannot
>describe how fast and graceful, a T-Rex in action really is! Wow!
>Date: Sat, 11 Nov 1996 01:01:13
>To: kundalini
>From: Mistress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
>Subject: dominance paradigm Part 2:My reality.
>Howard Cush asked:
>>Th part of all this that I wonder about most relates to the element of
direct
>>experience. Before my K stuff, I was open but skeptical about much
>>paranormal activity. But then it happened to me, in what Angelique might
>>call the 10 percent I experience through my senses. I watched myself doing
>>spontaneous yoga poses, I heard myself doing spontaneous chanting, I felt
>>myself doing "breath of fire" for minutes on end. And, when the channels
>>were most blown open, I heard the voices of other entities/beings/aspects of
>>my unconscious/whatever you want to call them, speak with my own voice or
>>silently within me.
>>
>>So, with regard to faeries and Spiderman, etc., my question is: how do you
>>experience their existence for yourself? Is a reality choice, like
Spiderman
>>over Bush, experienced in the same way as chakra energy, or an apple? Do
>>you have some kind of direct experience of these beings, or do you will them
>>into being? Or is that, to you, an arbitrary distinction? I know for me,
>>and most other people, what's most real to us comes as something visceral,
>>powerful, beyond our own ego control.
>
> Yes, there is a distinction a n d there isn't. I will try to explain.
>Spiderman was a conscous reality choice, but it was also the opening of
my power chakra, several years ago. I was musing on the idea that truth is
stranger than fiction, and that art imitates life. My body started to
vibrate as I realised that the truth of these statements, is that reality
is actually far stranger than the wildest science fiction novel,
Hollywood's wierdest tale. That all these things may even be real,
somewhere, somewhen. I also realized that choosing to believe this would
mean the rest of the world quite possibly deciding I was completely insane.
I felt poised on a cliff, a terrifying chasm that meant more power than my
wildest fantasies, in exchange for renouncing any claim to sanity,
according to conventional measurement. Vibrating with joy and
exhilaration(and K., I realize now) I leapt. I leapt, thank Goddess, I
leapt off the cliff into the possibility of madness, the joy of the power
and beauty of living life according to my own beliefs, seeing it manifest,
because I believe that truth is always stranger than fiction, and I affect
the script of my own life by allowing room for 'insane' co-incidences,
miracles and probabilities.
> So when I was in New York, I watched the tops of buildings for signs of
webbing. I didn't see any, but Spiderman spends a lot of time elsewhere.
> T.Rex, on the other foot, is a pooka (a la Harvey the giant invisible
Rabbit, in that old B&W movie) that appeared, because I was frustrated with
my overactive imagination's ability to reverse negative energy release
visualizations. Bury it on the imaginary beach, the tide will uncover it
again, etc.
> So I challenged my imagination to come up with a method of destruction,
that would be irreversible. If a tryannosauras rex eats it, it's gone
forever, I decided.
> T-Rex looks loke a 'real' tryannosaur, he acts like a cartoon
character. His favorite food in the whole world is the smelly negative crap
that humans keep inside them, to limit thier evolution. He is very polite,
he waits till it's offered by hand, and always belches when he's done.
Sometimes he bows, and does a little tap dance, in thanks for the snack.
Sometimes he shits a magical pearl, as a gift in exchange. (pearls of
wisdom, once I remember one hatched, for someone. Don't remember what came
out.) He has magical powers, and manifests any size. I've called him in to
help people many many times. He is very real, they can see him, even call
him without me. I do not know if I created him out of myself, or he has
always existed, or he is a spirit who takes this form to amuse me. But he
is very real. Got a snack? Believe in him, call him up. Tell him I said
it's okay. See him walk in through the wall. Or sometimes, just his huge
head poke up through the floor. Hel-lo, T.Rex. (domin8rex named partly for
him.) Treat him with respect.
>Hold out your hands, imagine the negative energy/feeling/quality
manifesting in your hands, or in a bowl in your hands, until it's real
enough to smell. When it's all there, hold it out for him to take. Watch
what happens.
> A Faerie Tale: Last night: my young lady friend had streached
sufficiently in the playground outside, after her enlightenment. We were
idling in the moonlight, sharing a cigar. Looking at the mysterious 'heat
shimmers', (with dancing particles of refracted rainbow) of various sizes
gathered on the ground around us. Talking about the world. She said
something complimentary about the faerie, and we both felt the rush of love
that was thier response. I commented on it, her eyes widened, she said 'I
thought that was you.'
> I addressed the Faerie, explaining that she needed a little test. I
directed her to ask if the faerie loved her, out loud, and feel the
response. While I moved 20' away, and sang 'O Canada', waving my arms and
improvising new lyrics without missing a beat. She got the positive result,
so I told her to ask if her angels loved her, while I sang "O Canada",
original version, with waving fall maple leaves conducting. She is even
more beautiful, radiant with the knowledge that she is so unconditionally
loved, by Faerie and Angels. It is an amazing gift, to be a dominant fetsh
witch. I am so blessed. The Faerie are very real, and my companions, but
completely independent of me.
> My belief systems allow perception of them into my 10%.
>---
>>I have no way of knowing about the "truth" of your faery world. I have no
>>need to judge it. But it isn't real to me, so I am very curious about its
>>reality for you.
>-
>Of course you do. Ask the voice of your heart chakra, if such a world is
possible. If it is my reality. If it could be yours, if you so desire.
Heart chakra knows all, and never lies. But sometimes it will not give you
a truth that you are not ready to hear.
>-------
>>My hope is that this post can stimulate open discussion, and not unhelpful
>>conflict. It seems to me that there is a great divide, in the world and on
>>this list, between those who live with faeries and those who don't. I'd
like
>>to meet for a discussion on the bridge between.
>>
>>Howard
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At 03:09 PM 12/10/98 +0530, Anurag Goel wrote:
>
>Hi renne
> I know this much that in some sadhanas during which bad smells do
> appear.Yes ,it can be that that smell is due to some evil for
> the smell of roses appear when holy spirits r around or u too
> can smell of roses. I am not saying that it is but i am saying
> that it can be.So don't panic.Seek the help of mystress.
>
>Blessed be,
>Love
>anurag
Strange smells.. could be a few things. Did I read in another post you
have a Catholic background? Quite possibly it is just your unconscious
stirring up some old "fire and brimstone" to get your attention to giving
love to your own "dark side".
Since your unconscious controls your perceptions, it can tell your nose
anything. Since we are all One thru the unconscious, it can persuade the
unconscious of someone else to go along with it.. especially if they are
half-asleep and suggestible.
Generally tho, it has no motive to do so, unless it is trying to
persuade you to give up some issues.. clearing Karma in your highest
Good. The only demons I have ever met, were split-off personality bits of
the people possessed by them... and usually those folks had some Christian
background, coz they are the only ones who really believe in demons enough
to manifest them.. and boy can demons ever be creepy! But it is necessary
to ignore that, and give them love anyways.
But mostly they act up coz they are lonely.. ignored, disliked, etc.. by
the person whom they were created to protect. They tend to respond well to
love, and to being invited to retire from duty and return to the light from
which they were originally fashioned, in response to thought, belief,
prayer.. What you focus on, grows... and by your post I see you are a
fear-filled person. Issues of safety tend to be connected to the lower
chakras.. and you are being faced by your fears, so you can give them love
and release them in a leap of faith.
Free Will.. you really cannot be harmed, except thru your fears. Fears
are prayers, too.. Goddess hears every thought, and gives you the
experience of life you believe in. she knows you can never really be
harmed, coz you are Her. Infinite..
On the path of learning that, you are faced with situations to stretch
your limits of what you think you can do.
On the other hand, Limitless Manifestation does create some variety of
beings and discarnate entities, and Kundalites show up in the Astral like
lighthouses, and attract spooks and poltergeists like moths. They do things
to try to scare you, coz they are made stronger by the energy of your
attention.
There are infinite Angels dedicated to serving the Laws of Free Will..
and are happy to handle such beings for you, but you have to ask.. because
they cannot interfere with your free will, either, without your consent.
Asking doesn't have to be fancy, just yell for angelic assistance.
It really does not matter what you use, so long as your heart has faith
in it, it resonates for you.
Uh.. I was gonna go onto some other stuff, but I have an invisible
dinosaur who has been sitting next to me, making faces and cocking his head
in interest, ever since I sent out a general call for volunteers from among
the crew, when I began this letter.. so I will surrender to what Goddess
provides.. T-Rex.. LOL!!
He is kinda hungry around my house these days, coz mostly I give stuff
up to Goddess, instead of feeding my negative crap to him.. his fave
snacks, are the karmic and emotional junk people like to get rid of. He is
very magical, I have introduced him to many folks who had stuff to feed
him. They have gone on to have an ongoing relationship with him, later I am
not even around. He exists quite independently, it seems.
He looks like a real T-Rex, of changeable size, but mostly he acts like
a cartoon character. He usually belches politely and bows after he's been
given a snack..:) Sometimes he tap dances.. he's cool. Fun and friendly.
Eats dark stuff for breakfast.
I wondered why him for you, and I think it is because he has no
historical religious strings attached. No preconceptions, no previous history.
I dunno what he is, exactly.. He may be a thought form from my own
unconscious, or an angel taken reptile form to amuse me.. or one of those
fear-eating Draconian lizard aliens channelers talk about.. he's a polite
one, if so.. he's welcome to the negative shit, eh? We don't want
it.. might as well feed a lizard.
Years ago, I was meditating by the ocean.. kind of frustrated with my
vast imagination's ability to undo various emotional release visualizations
I did. I had to find a method of destruction that resonated in my
imagination as permanent.. I decided, "if a T-Rex has eaten something, then
it is gone forever".
I had created invisible friends before, as a child.. and so I thought of
what such a being would be like.. and he appeared. From the first day, he
was very apparent.. I saw his shadow with my physical eyes, as he was
demonstrating his ability to tap-dance on the ocean, for my amusement. . he
does good work, he's fun, and my Angels like him.. they screen my
discarnate helpers. Good enough, for me!
It's proper to invite him in.. Say, "T-Rex, Friend of Mystress, come on
in!" Let your imagination carry you from there.. he is very present, you
will be able to watch what he does like a child's invisible friend.
Ask him to snack on anything that he finds, that is not in your highest
good. Start by imagining your fears gathering up on your hands, into a
bundle or whatever comes.. and when they feel clear enough you can feel
their weight and almost smell them, hold them out for T-Rex to take from
you. Feel his tongue on your hands. He will think they are yummy
delicacies. I have given him some pretty huge stuff.. I remember one
personal issue that generated a ball of junk way bigger than me! Huge T-Rex
head coming up from the floor to swallow it up... wink, and belch.. But
give him permission to devour any annoying entities, as well.. treat him as
a respected guest, and if he seems reluctant to eat something, he knows best.
If anyone else on the list wants to feed my dinosaur friend, just call
on him. He can be several places at once, I think... be nice to him, he's
my buddy..
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Blessings!
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