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Recieved: 2001/02/23 14:18
Subject: [K-list] Enlightenment
From: Cris Wilson

On 2001/02/23 14:18, Cris Wilson posted thus to the K-list:

>From: "Mike Pierce" <mike_pierceATnospamzensearch.net

>Has anybody out there seeking for enlightenment ever had the balls to give
>up the whole thing even for a moment? You might have the strength to look
>in a million places but can you throw in the towel. If you feel you have
>and have come back to seeking did you reely quit

I see that I am a slave.. a slave to enlightenment. And deep down I am
pissed off. I read a quote.. it might be on this list it said "the truth
will set you free, but first it will piss you off" That makes me feel good
because Oh , im pissed off I must be finding the truth. And thus the ego
gets fed and it is harder to give it up.

This is the truth as I see it and is connected to my path of enlightenment.

Many, many, many life times ago, I ‘proved´ myself and became a Player in
the Universes thinking independently, not a Pawn to be told what to do. And
I got sick of it, the only way out for me was to walk away from my destiny.

Only when I was on my own without my ‘friends´ did I find I had made a
mistake, and I wanted back, but I could not find a way.

With the recent help from a few friends and the Universe itself, I have not
only understood, but I have become enlightened to a point. I have been able
to tell the Universe I´ve made mistake and it has listened. By accepting
that I had made a mistake and by refusing to return to the cage I was in I
have recently been sent a lot of information my the Universe and while I
didn´t remember what was written on the papers he gave me, I know its
important to my continuing progress towards my goal.

At the time I was ‘discovering´ this information I had an aura reading and
my aura has changed from a Butterfly to a Phoenix, and more importantly I
have felt other spiritual changes happening, like the sensation of
electricity flowing though my legs, etc.

I am still filling a lot of gaping holes in the picture that I´m trying to
understand, so if this seems like gibberish than I´m sorry.

Cris

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