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Recieved: 2001/02/23 09:34
Subject: Re: [K-list] re: Wynter's Kundalini
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/02/23 09:34, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
Pfffffffft!
OK, if ya wanna be like that... :)
I'm totally fed up with people moaning about the sorry state of the
average cruel self centered human being. Wringing their hands and wishing
people were nicer to each other. I'm totally bored of Guru scandals and
people oh so shocked and disappointed because the Master is.. Human! What a
surprise!
I'm weary of hearing stories about the "good old days" when everyone
was naturally enlightened before our awful modern world came along. Yep,
those good old days of fleas and dark cold caves. I'm tired of people
complaining about those hidden mystical secrets, especially since they are
not secret anymore, at all!! Walk into any new age bookstore and find a
hundred books of people telling their story of how they found god/goddess/
the light. cosmic consciousness/ jesus/ buddha nature/jehova kali artemis
grandmother spider and all her little webs of beautiful, blissful reality
made of energy....they all tell their stories of how you can get there too,
and none of the stories mean a thing unless you are ready to make the leap
of faith.. and it might not happen, till death looms scary like the big
black shadow and makes you cling to life so you want remember who you
really are.
I'm bored silly of all the fluffy bunnies so smug in their
righteousness they never stop to consider all the judgments are about
themselves! I know, I used to be one! Maybe I still am!
I've been the tantrica, a cosmic avatar, a mini-yogi and a maxi-pad,
I've Ascended and descended, done the channeling, mediums, smalls and
larges, been the "positive"-thinker with the 'Affirmations', mini and
mickey.. now I'm trying on the hat of being one of those expert-preachers
of 'truth and divine energy peace and love', and after a few millenia of
these 'spiritual blessings' I'm crazier than ever and having a blast at it.
Rape, child abuse, hunger, poverty, spousal abuse, dark nights and big
black bruises, loneliness and rejection, isolation and deceit, addiction
and illness, I have known them all in this lifetime, I got the T-shirt and
who cares! LOL!!
Really..!! Goddess ate it all up and gave me back some bliss and a
wicked sense of humor, and I would not change a thing!
Whoooo hoooo! I'm alive, baby, and it's beautiful and fun!
Victor Frankl became enlightened in a Nazi concentration camp, when he
realized nobody could imprison his mind unless he allowed it. Nelson
Mandela in his prison cell, studying "a Course in Miracles", little naked
Gandhi in his diaper taking on the whole British Empire and kicking some
butt thru non-violence! Beautiful!
Anger can be beautiful, too! A pissed off little black woman who had
enough of sitting in the back of the bus! A Mother pissed off at her child
killed by drunk drivers, suffragettes and freedom fighters, Amnesty
international and all the heroes who got pissed off enough to quit crying
in a puddle and changed the world. They would not know their strength if
they did not have something to push against.. some kind of mountain in
their way that they moved!
Damn, that was me! I've been Edwin, too, and Christopher, and I've
been you too, JB.. I heard you.. do you hear your Self?
Today, I'm just gonna be me.. the silly silly Mistress off to design
some more pretty little mind-blowingly divine web-pages, and maybe teach a
few more slaves to laugh when it hurts.. laugh till their minds explode
with endorphins and they start speaking in tongues.. coz then it doesn't
hurt anymore.
Laughter IS the nature of Spirit.
I've been up all night wrestling with perl script and cgi and Apache
server protocols, the mysteries of telnet and ftp chmod 755.. I have not a
thing to show for it but I now know 2 more ways not to build a chatroom. :)
I'm gonna go lie in my bed with my PMS cramps and a body stiff from all
day unmoving at a desk.. at a computer I named Boddhi tree.. and not feel
the pain at all because of how good a bed feels when one is very tired..
sometimes I just bliss out on the simple miracle of a BED! Soft flannel
sheets and 5 layers of blanket, and shiver with the mind blowing pleasure
of the comfort, sleep and dreams.. Bliss out in sheer gratitude for being
alive.
Whoooooo hoooo! Thank you Goddess!
t 02:58 AM 2/23/01, JB789ATnospamhotmail.com wrote:
>Ok, very funny/sad ..
>the sado-masochistic joke/actuality.
>And somebody else has replied to me private and asked "So what's your
>point ?"
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