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Recieved: 2001/02/21 12:19
Subject: [K-list] TURN IT DOWN!!!!
From: Chelsea
On 2001/02/21 12:19, Chelsea posted thus to the K-list:
Dear folks;
I'm hitting you up for some insight.
I was at a group meditation last night. It was on sound. First we meditated
on the sounds around us, then we plugged our ears (at which time I heard
some bizarre stuff just in my right ear, like a million people trying to
talk at the same time)...anyhoooo
Then the group facilitator turned on a tape that had chakra-complementing
resonance sounds. The lower sounds were lovely and tranquil--the higher and
sustained sound was so loud I could barely stand it! I tried to relax and as
it went through the cycle again, I cupped my ears...that didn't help. I also
found it impossible to sit still. Had to move in small body circles while
sitting. Then I shoved my fingers in my ears because the volume was
unbareable and I couln't believe everyone else could sit through it. I
couln't believe the facilitator hadn't reached forward immediately to turn
it down!!!
So fingers in my ears I was amazed to found the sound now IN MY HEAD instead
outside my head....and MUCH LOUDER than when I didn't have my fingers in my
ears. Worried my head would explode I had to quiely bow out of the rest of
the meditation.
I came back for the discussion at the end and was amazed to discover No One
found the highest cord loud.
Just to let you know I had brain surgery in October to remove a cancerous
tumor - and I am meant to stay here because the operation was a great
success and there is no other signs of cancer in my entire body.
Let me say I clearly remember what Wendy is going through now.
Anyway some people wrote it off to the surgery. Though I just had an EEG
which showed only a mild irritation to one small focal point in my brain -
to be expected after the trauma of surgery and the assault of the tumor....
However, my recovery is going well and I "blew away" the doctors at the
speed of my healing. All I find myself now is hyper-sensitive to
everything....smell, taste, sound, pain, joy......life in general.
I would so appreciate your insights on the meditation,
God bless Wendy,and all who are fighting their way back now.....
Maureen
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