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Recieved: 2001/02/16 21:06
Subject: [K-list] the practical poll--and side effect notes
From: Debora A. Orf

On 2001/02/16 21:06, Debora A. Orf posted thus to the K-list:

my K experience has been hell-raising.

Literally. All the crap i suppressed, and bad habits i ignored came face
front and forward.

makes me go 'ok-- what little demon is coming to visit now?'

So lately i have been stressing out big time and bliss is sometimes merely
a remembered thought. However...i do notice its taking LONGER and LONGer
for me to get stressed out. Baby steps....

Purification. if you can't bring up the crap and neutralize it, it will
only become an obstacle imo.

I can remember K making my nerves feel like they had been sandpapered, and
the constant headaches from ungrounded energy all in my head.

Past week or so I felt something break and a rush of freedom came to me.

I do have a few white hairs, but i do not mind them. They are around my
crown, and i think that maybe they are just symptomatic of the purfication
process i feel i am going through. White is purity, and if i lose the
reddish brown tresses and they are replaced by white due to overactive
pitta constitution...i will gladly wear them and sage myself to wise. :)

still cleaning out my closets...

maitri,

--janpa
ps. way to go wendy

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