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Recieved: 2001/02/13 16:15
Subject: [K-list] Fwd: clearing karma.
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/02/13 16:15, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list: Back in 1999, Maureen asked me about my methods.. so I responded with
this essay. Turned out she was actually asking about something else, :) The
bigger picture of clearing Karma as a soul's life mission, like my stuff
with sexual repression and Vickie's stuff healing native issues..
But I thought I'd forward this old post, anyhow... since I am a lazy
writer and this post became the basis of the clearing karma lesson in Fire
Serpent Tantra.
www.fire-serpent.com
>Date: Fri, 23 Jul 1999 06:45:24 -0700
>To: <kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net>
>From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
>Subject: clearing karma. (Was: 3rd Chakra)
>At 11:27 PM 7/21/99 , Maureen Heffernan wrote:
> >> and when I am
> >> empathically clearing karma from someone else,
> > * * *
> > All I have read tells me that taking on someone else's or clearing
> >karma is extremely rare and very complex. Can you expand on how this is
> >done?
> >Thanks,
> >+ Maureen
>
> Sure.. I would not say that it is rare or complex.. it becomes
> natural, for Kundalites, at a certain stage of development, but it will
> be quite an essay to explain it all..)
> Most often I am moved to teach these techniques, as a coping strategy
> for those who are troubled by too much empathy.. who are being inundated
> with other people's emotions. In that state, they are already troubled by
> taking on the Karma of others, whether they want to, or not.. and need to
> learn how to release it.
> Empathy begins to show up as the ego-barriers of separation break down
> into greater and greater unity.. we start to become plagued by too much
> sensitivity to the emotions of others, and resisting this effect only
> makes it worse.. resistance is useless. It is more effective to surrender
> to the unity, and process the emotional content on behalf of self and other.
> What is needed at that place is to recognise that Empathy-unity come
> from K. in action, and experiencing it, is Goddess offering an
> opportunity to exercise compassion.. an investment opportunity, what we
> send out returns multiplied, and what goes around comes around.. so once
> one begins to take on the task of doing, the K-fire return payback is a
> nice rocket ship.
> We can only see in another, what is reflected in ourselves, so the
> experiences of other, are also bringing up our own karma to be released,
> as we release it from others. Process of Karma Yoga, I think it's called,
> in the East.
>
> As K. does it's magic and our stuff is released, the process of taking
> on Karma thru empathy/presence goes more autopilot. That which is not
> reflected doesn't stick, doesn't require conscious attention to release.
> It just flows thru, and the wider the flow, the more quickly it is swept
> away by the current.
> When free will has been surrendered, there is no free will to provide
> resistance to empathy. It is at the earlier stages, when other people's
> stuff is triggering our own crap, that more free will attention to
> conscious surrender is needed.
> The process that begins as an annoying receptivity to other people's
> feelings, at its completion is the Presence of Grace.. brush against the
> sleeve of the Holy one, and you're cured of cancer. :) The Shaki-field
> handles it, autopilot. I'm not quite at that stage,yet..:) LOL!! But here
> is a sample, of my newest slave-student's experience of me:
>
> >Mystress it was so good to hear Your voice... while i was talking to You
> i felt everything that was in tumult inside of met come to a screeching
> halt and this sense of calm sweep over me..... my heart rate slowed down
> and i was filled with peace and love...i felt warm... Mystress thankyou
> so much....
> >>
> >ok now for a question... when i told You that i was healing more
> >quickly than usual these days.. you looked in at me and acted as if this
> >is a natural occurance.. which for You i am sure that it is... but i
> >have always been a slow healer.. a sore on my legg would be that way
> >almost the whole season.. now.. i get a "razzberry" 3 days later than a
> >team mate and i heal almost 2 weeks faster despite the fact that i am
> >reinjuring the same area time and time again....
> <razzberry= road rash from sliding into base playing softball>
> >also with my hand Mystress... there is no way that i should be able to do
> >what i am doing with it.... even when it was swollen really bad.. i was
> >able to funtion almost normally....
> >
> >so what changed??? or are You doing this???
>
> We are both doing it, her receptivity and surrender + my Shaktipat
> presence. Where two or more are gathered..
> Karma can be very complex, but understanding all of the threads of it
> is not what is needed from the vessel.. the K. handles that part,
> Shakti's infinite wisdom takes care of it better than a human mind can
> comprehend.. I just allow myself to be used, and I get just enough
> information to be guided in my actions, but I am not shown all of the
> ripples...
>
> Empathy is the simplest form of Tantric Unity.. if you are feeling
> someone else's feelings, it is because two have become one. Their
> feelings have now become yours, so you can use your free will to
> surrender them. When you release them within yourself, they lift from the
> source, as well.. because 2 are 1.
> It is impossible to change the world, except by changing inside
> yourself. Change others by becoming them and then changing inside of yourself.
> When it happens spontaneously, Goddess has given consent, and She also
> provides the power. To do it deliberately, simply identify with the
> person, Like "walking a mile in their moccasins".. focus on the unity of
> all things, and on them being a part of you, and you will establish
> unity with them, and begin to feel their feelings. However, when doing it
> as an act of free will rather than Divine inspiration, it is important to
> get consent from the person you are working on.
> Especially in the beginning, it is important not to bite off more than
> you can chew.. beware the road of "good intentions". Judging someone as
> "needing fixing" according to one's own opinions gets real messy, coz it
> is one's own resistance to other that is the true motive, and that
> resistance will multiply like bunnies and wear you out. Gotta take the
> stone from your own eye, first.
>
> Where there is not resistance there is a superconductor..
> :) Compassion is the ideal motive, but I have noticed that sometimes
> Goddess will use annoyance to draw my attention to things, just as she
> uses pain in my own body to tell me where is "stuff of other" that is
> wanting compassion.
> However, as with blockages and lessons, my first action is to surrender
> my annoyance, then I am told the purpose of Her getting my
> attention. Usually at that point I can act on it compassionately, with
> understanding.
> Sometimes the anger is stuck, and tho I can detach from it, and look
> at from the Witness state, no matter how many times I surrender it, it
> remains in my body and won't go away until it is vented back whence it
> came. Goddess won't accept it back, coz She gave it to me in the first
> place, to pass on as a gift to someone, and my judgments of spankings
> being an unworthy form of expression are my resistance to doing Her will,
> making the bunnies.
> Sometimes anger is used to get me past my "spiritual person" "Nice
> grrl" programming/resistance/detachment/laziness so I say things that are
> not nice, but need saying. All things have their duality.. an example of
> a positive use of righteous anger is "MADD: Mothers against drunk driving".
> Anger can be a positive motivation, but I tend not to trust my anger
> enough to act on it, unless I have already spent some time trying to
> release it unsuccessfully within myself.
>
> I actually use a lot of different methods, like shaktizap by eye
> lasers.. LOL!! Hadn't realized I was doing that, until someone dreamt of
> me giving her a tune-up and wrote to ask what were those bright bright
> beams shooting out of my eyes?? What was all that purple light? (The
> violet flame of St.Germane) I asked Goddess and then I knew, so I could
> explain it to her.
> I also use the power of the Grail, and sometimes Tummo fire.. but
> those are opened experientially.. not everybody can access those, so I'll
> pass on simpler methods.
>
> I guess the first thing to consider is, what is Karma? I think of
> Karma as the emotional content of memories. Karma in action is re-acting
> to previous memory experience. Re-acting as opposed to responding. The
> expression, "once burnt, twice shy" describes it well.. the negative
> emotional memory of pain from the past, causes a reaction in the now.
> Whether you see the glass half-full or half-empty.. your unique
> personal ego-perspective.. depends on the whole previous positive or
> negative experience you have had of full glasses and empty glasses, etc.
> When these emotional memories are cleared, there is simply a glass with
> some liquid in it, and no need to make judgments. How you respond to the
> glass will depend entirely on the needs of the now, not on programmed
> re-actions from the past.
> Negative experiences create limiting beliefs, that we cherish as
> "lessons".. like, "nice guys finish last", or "life is hard then you
> die". Our beliefs create our experiences: that is Karma manifesting.
> Some people think they need to hang onto the Karma until they get the
> lesson from it, but that is an ego-trick showing lack of faith. You have
> to give up what you think you know, to make room for new information.
> That is why Zen Koans are so confusing.
> Believing in a need for lessons is an attachment, and ego-illusion.
> Have faith. If Spirit wants you to know something, synchronicity can make
> sure you get the message. An email, a line from a movie or a song on the
> radio will resonate with wonderful meaning, if you are open to hearing it
> and not blinded by preconceptions. Goddess provides. Chuck the blockages,
> make room for Divine insight. All of our opinions and beliefs do not
> define the infinite, and by surrendering them we make room for something
> better. Separation-beliefs erode and are replaced with the Knowing that
> is Unity.. know nothing, be everything.
>
> Judging Karma bad or good is illusory.. both are attachments. "Maybe
> good luck, maybe bad luck, time will tell".
> What we call good karma is usually the bright memories.. but those
> take one out of the now as surely as the bad ones.. like Alzheimer
> patients who have retreated into their happy childhoods, and abandoned
> the Now... or the compulsive gambler trying to recreate that one "lucky"
> win. Kundalites trying to recreate experinces of bliss from the past,
> instead of moving on to the new experiences of bliss that will come.
> However, it is the stuff we judge as bad karma that most likely we are
> most in a hurry to be rid of. :)
> It is by the emotional content of Karma, that we discover it. I find I
> watch people as I speak with them, and I notice the movements of their
> energy body as they re-act. Most often I see what look like grey cloudy
> abstract shapes that approximately correspond to muscle groups and
> acupucture meridians. What Wilhelm Reich calls "body armoring". Muscles
> tightened around old painful memories held in the body. Every nerve and
> cell in the body is cbable of retaining memory, not just the brain.
> If I am doing it by remote I will tend to feel it in my body, more..
> as mild physical discomfort that draws my attention to what areas need
> clearing.
> For example, if I am dealing with someone who has a lot of power
> chakra issues, I might feel a tightness around the bottom of my
> ribs like I cannot take a deep full breath, or a knot in my stomach, or
> an ache in my back... I observe the sensation with detachment, not
> resistance.. it just Is.. and I use feelings and psychic vision to get an
> idea of the size and shape of it. Get a handle on it, so to speak.. so I
> can give it away.
> If I am feeling fancy I will follow the connections it makes thru the
> body. Most stuff will make a complete circuit up and down of the body,
> where it is feeding on the energy meridians.. with my attention I might
> trace a stomach knot's threads down one leg and thru the foot into the
> earth, back in the heel, up the back of the leg following it's own path
> to the boulders and around one side of the head, and back down the front
> to the knot: clear the whole circut. However, usually I am too lazy for
> that, and instead just ask Goddess for everything attached to the knot to
> be removed as well.
> My work is *faith* based. Anything you believe in, will work, if you
> put faith in it.. Creative visualization fueled by K. is quite a power.
> Self limiting, too, since I cannot use it to accomplish what is not
> Divine will. Actually, I usually don't even see other people's stuff,
> unless I'm supposed to act. I just see their Divinity, a reflection of myself.
> I clear a lot of stuff by asking my male unconscious, who manifests as
> Archangel Michael, to handle it. He does. Faith is like a muscle, the
> more you exercise it the stronger it gets. Practice, practice, practice..:)
>
> How to clear stuff:
>
> 1)Faith method. Give it to Goddess, or whatever Deity or force you
> honor. Just say
>
> "Goddess, please take this from me, it is a gift for You. It's Yours.
> Thankyou very much."
>
> Then distract yourself from what you have just handed over, by taking
> a deep breath or two. The shift of attention means you are not
> maintaining attachment to it by still focusing on it. Goddess provides.
> Feel it flowing out your head. (usually.. but sometimes out your feet,
> and sometimes burning up in heart chakra alchemy or simply disappearing.)
> Sometimes it's release will be accompanied with muscle twitches and a
> desire to stretch. Muscles tighten against the old memories of pain, and
> relax when the memory is cleared. One of the most dramatic cases of this,
> one of my slaves grew 5 inches taller in a single night, as all of the
> crap that held him in a slouched posture, curled protectively around his
> belly, fell away. He went from not being able to touch my ceiling no
> matter how he stretched, to being able to press both thumbs against it in
> a matter of hours.
>
> Essentially, the action and the prayer takes several parts.
> Recognition of stuff, somehow thru visualization or feeling, getting a
> grasp on with awareness in order to identify it, point to it somehow with
> your attention.. to define the intention of what "this" refers to.. but
> as simply as possible, not trying to find out too much about it coz your
> focus of curiosity will make it grow.
> "This" might be, this pain in my body, this feeling of doubt, this
> funny grey bit of resistance I am seeing/feeling, this annoyance with so
> and so.. any way you can point to it, as what the *gift* is, will work.
> Some people don't like this idea.. they say, "That's like putting a piece
> of shit on an altar", thinking they should only offer their "Best" as a gift..
> The reason you offer it as a gift, is that Goddess doesn't judge it,
> and your negative opinion of wanting it gone, is also an attachment.
> Reverse the attachment with gratitude. Everything in life, including life
> itself is a gift of Spirit, whether we judge it gift or garbage from our
> limited perspective, gift is what it is. Try not to be sarcastic, that is
> more resistance.
> "It's Yours." Affirming that Goddess owns everything, and that
> includes our separation beliefs that make us think some stuff is "ours"..
> Give it all back, and see life thru the eyes of Spirit.
> "Thankyou very much", is thanking Spirit for accepting the gift.. which
> is showing faith that you believe and expect that It will, that It has.
> Thankyou is showing trust that nails the request into the Now, seals the
> deal, like "so mote it be", or "Amen".
> Shifting your attention to taking a deep breath afterwards, detaches
> attention from it, and also shows that you believe it is handled, Spirit
> will take care of it, and you are not gonna worry about it anymore. That
> aspect of surender is very important.. worry shows lack of faith.
> Faith, surrender and gratitude, do the magic.
> Don't worry about giving up too much, or giving away something you
> need. It all belongs to Spirit, anyways.. What is given to Goddess, comes
> back better if it is still needed. Take a look and see, for yourself.
> After the pause of breath, gently turn your attention to where the thing
> you gave away used to be.. and you will discover you see it, if it is
> still present, completely differently... Spirit's eye view. All of it's
> silver linings will be showing. Give up karma, get back insight and
> compassion. Sometimes there will be some bits of crap still left, because
> your indication of "this" didn't cover everything. Surrender them too..
>
> 2)Question method:
> Blockages and issues are essentially, the karma of previous limiting
> decisions. Thoughts are *things*, and all *things* have consciousness, so
> it is actually possible to clear everything from allergies to possession
> by ghosts, by speaking to it directly, and asking it to transmute into light.
> Treat blockages as entities.. Thoughts in the body do seem to take on
> a life of their own, eh?
> Precede your request with this series of questions directed at the
> feeling/blockage/entity/illness/ghost. Do not listen to the answers to
> the questions. The answers are simply the chaff of ego, and giving your
> attention to it's answers empowers it to wanna stay put...
> Some of the questions are repeated several times, so I'll indicate that
> and save typing..
>
>What is your purpose?
>What is the value in holding onto this body? (or home, or location, etc.,
>for clearing ghosts from places.)
> What are you?
>What were you before that?
>And before that? (10 x)
>What will you be in the future?
>What will you be after that?
> And after that? (10 x)
> You don't have to do that anymore. Unconditional love can find a better
> way. Transmute into light.
>
> Technique originally from "Access" light working technologies, via
> Carol Hathor.. www.soulwisdom.net They call it "Trilite entity
> clearing".. I refined it a bit.. it's really easy to do.
>
> I did this one with <...>, and she said it was a classic hypnosis
> induction.. her logical mind.. she could not explain tho, my confession
> that it was the third time during that telephone conversation that I had
> used it to clear her blockages, the first two had been by silent
> telepathy, the third time out loud, for demonstration purposes, so she
> could learn it herself...:) hee hee..
>
> The questions disconnect the entity from the present moment, so they
> remember they did not always take the form they have now. Originally,
> they were made of light, came from light, ("we are the transmitter of
> thought, not it's originators"-Itzak Bentov) and they happily go back
> there once they have been reminded that they have the option. They
> transmute when given permission by your free will.
> Sometimes I tell them there is a fabulous welcome party there waiting
> just for them, or the light is where to find whatever it is they are
> seeking. I don't reject them, <demon, ouuut!! > Resistance is useless.
> Instead I persuade them that someplace else will be more fun. It's no
> good to simply toss them from yourself, they will just wander off to go
> bug someone else. Transmute them.
> Since thru the unconscious we are all connected.. it works by thought
> just fine. Think of the column of light above your head, to show it where
> to go.. and it will.
> Usually it will have a collection of supporting thoughts and
> considerations around it/connected to it, and since these are all now
> leaderless, give them all permission to transmute, as well.. this will
> clear it from every cell..
> I like to do an extra cleanup, by clearing it throughout the
> hologram.. Ask Spirt for the stuff to be transmuted totally in all
> dimensions, realities, levels, reflections, etc.. throughout the entire
> multidimensional universe of All that Is, in top-down fashion from point
> of origin. This causes stuff to vanish/transmute from it's origin in the
> past, and it's non-existence as an influence ripples forward thru time
> like dominos falling, to cease existing in the Now.
>
> It's fun. Fun to watch folks change in response to the work of your
> thoughts.
> Nature abhors a vacuum, so it is important to fill the "holes" with
> light or else a clearing session can leave you feeling kind of "empty",
> and seeking new attachments to fill the void. Surrender the karmic stuff,
> then also surrender the hole where it used to be.. like a bugs bunny
> cartoon, portable holes, hand them over..LOL!!
> "Goddess please take the hole/space/place where that stuff I
> surrendered to You, used to be and fill them with Your Grace and Light.
> Thankyou very much." Breathe in light, thru your feet.
>
> 3) Burn it up with the Violet flame of St. Germain.. Ask the blessings
> of the St., and fill and surround yourself with violet light.. crown
> chakra color for Divine Will and insights.
> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>Welcome to Boddhisatva. You have become Ground Crew. You were given the
>empathic experience of unity, in order to learn the alchemy of transmuting
>the Karma of another.. which by reflection, is yours, anyways.. there is
>only One. This stuff will be cleared, something else will be cleared
>another day, in another person. Good paychecks, Karma wise, for the
>compassionate work. Everything given to Goddess returns multiplied
>blessings. No-place to go but up.
> The empathy is Goddess saying here is an opportunity to Serve. Tell Her
> Thankyou.
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