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Recieved: 2001/02/13 13:12
Subject: Re: [K-list] your opinion on healing
From: Vickie Novak
On 2001/02/13 13:12, Vickie Novak posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Angelique,
Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> Vickie, Karma is contagious.. you healed it within yourself, then your
> intention to heal others, on a vaster scale made you pick it up again from
> those who have not yet healed. You asked to help, and a way to help was
> given to you.
>
> Now that you explain this, it all comes clearer... your wanting to heal
> on an energetic level.. you are already doing that! That's what all this is.
>
> Welcome to the world of the empathic healer. Karmic Vampire games, I
> call it. Feed on the negative energy karma junk of other people, take it on
> yourself. Process it within yourself, by seeing perfection and applying
> surrender, gratitude and forgiveness, and it lifts from them,
> too.. healing on an energetic level. Outside-inside changing the world by
> processing the outside, inside of yourself. You asked for it.. Goddess
> provides.
This Is I think what I have been doing for a few years now. I just never put it all
together. I never had a name for it but I recognize it in your words. So many
things that have happened in the past that I haven't understood just all fell
together. The first time I remember it happening was during a healing situation and
I realized that I was feeling things that were not my own. Before this time the
feelings would come in and I thought they were mine and it made me crazy. Well
after awhile I saw that it wasn't mine I thought that I could just run it through
me to be released and transformed by The Big Whatchamacallit. :)) I knew in doing
this that I was helping to heal at an energetic level and now there is a new level
of awareness with it. Thank you.
> Yup, it's like taking on ego bits from other people, stray aspects
> of their personality and beliefs, and it is really easy to get stuck in
> them and forget who you are and what you believe... can be a dangerous game.
>
> Does that sound weird? Yes it does, but having experienced it, you can
> understand what I mean. That is what happened to you.
Actually no it doesn't sound weird at all to me. And I do understand what you mean.
> Happens to me all the time, I call on my Tribe to help me get out when
> I bite off more than I can chew and get stuck. Right now the fire within me
> is burning a little dimmer, not quite the intoxicating radiant joy of
> Heaven.. which means I've taken on stuff and need to process and clear.
> Work to do. Some of it is yours, I don't mind.. your forgiveness makes it
> easy to clear. :)
It is hard to express how much better I feel but maybe it comes across in how I am
writing. It's like night and day. :)))
This is also what I need to learn- how to 'keep clean'. And... when I don't and
get caught up again what do I do? Thank you for the work you have done for me.
> That is probably the answer to your question about what you can do. The
> message of the compassionate heart. This time, you did it by accident so
> you got stuck in it trying to find the way out. You can learn to do it
> consciously.. awareness/mindfullness clears the pitfalls and makes the
> whole process go much easier.
> I can teach you, usually I teach students by clearing them, as
> demonstration then letting them work on me, for practice.
> (Sound familiar, Augustin?)
Yes I would like to learn more. Thank you for offering.
>
> For us, the un-dead, there is only Heaven or Hell.. we are kind of
> polarized... not much middle ground.
I think I am beginning to understand this.
> When we are clear, life is bliss and
> Grace.. Heaven. Take on a bit of Karma, and it serves as a magnet for more
> karma, and you start to grow a new ego out of the bits, and that becomes a
> slippery slope into Hades. Separation from Goddess... all the more painful
> for having known Grace.
Oh yes... I woke up this morning so full of joy it spilled from my eyes. I can see
again. I can feel again. I remember again. I can hold in my heart again. I can
Love again. I'm beginning to understand what happened. Thank you.
> I say, "Better a slave in Heaven than King of Hell".. and I'm a happy
> slave in Heaven, unified with Goddess except when Goddess/compassion/Good
> intentions bids me to go be King of Hell tour guide to lead somebody else
> out of there. By playing "Devil's advocate".. get it? :) LOL!!
Yes I do understand the leading from hell. That's what it has felt like over the
last few months and now I've come from/through it. Oh how much better I feel!
The rest of your post has been snipped because I can't add anything to it. It is
wonderful. Thanks to everyone else who has replied through word or not. I'm very
grateful. With much Love, Vickie
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