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Recieved: 2001/02/11 21:21
Subject: [K-list] your opinion on healing
From: Vickie Novak
On 2001/02/11 21:21, Vickie Novak posted thus to the K-list:
Sorry E. I accidentally sent this just to you before. You get 2 copies.
:(
Hi Esmith,
esmith0788ATnospamaol.com wrote:
> Sorry for jumping in like this... Angelique I would be interested in
> hearing your story on why Natives are having a difficult time
> adapting. Your conversation with Vicki has been very interesting, as
> I can relate with both of your viewpoints. I am 100% Indigenous
> (Apache), adopted by a WASP family, then reunited with my biological
> family. Not all Indigenous people suffer from the "victim" mentality
> and/or anti-white racism that is prevalent among our people. While it
> is true that our people have had immeasurable suffering inflicted
> upon us...we do not as a people, have a monopoly on pain.
This is something I was just talking to my husband about. Some months
back I
felt I understood why this stuff happened and didn't feel 'victimized'.
Something has happened in the last few months. It's like I forgot. Maybe
I
actually felt victimized and didn't realize it and now it is coming up
to be
looked at and healed. I don't know. Could it have come from someplace
else?
I at one time thought I knew this. What is the reason for feeling this
again? I guess I didn't know it well enough. There have been so many
changes lately that I 'm not sure what happened. I agree that no
particular
group of people has a monopoly on pain.
> I too was once caught up in the resentment and animosity towards
> white people. Guess what? It almost killed me! You know why? All
> those negative feelings blocked me from the Sunlight of the Spirit.
> We are all Children of God/Goddess... everyone of us part of God's
> creation. If one truly believes that God is Love and that we are All
> One...then to reject another (for whatever reason) is to reject God
> or the presence of God. I cannot claim to know
> God/Goddess/Breathmaker (plug in what your preference is) if I am
> attacking or criticizing someone or something.
>
> Vicki, my last major spiritual battle revolved around racial issues.
> Today I can see that all that anger, resent, etc. was merely a
> distraction...no one can undo the pains of the past...to keep me from
> experiencing the only true reality Divine Love. The Ancient Ones
> taught me that I had to Let Go with Love before I could Live in Love.
> Be at Peace.
Yes no one can undo the pains of the past. This for me is the process of
letting go. I am very grateful for this place to let go.
> Thank you for Being,
Thank you also... With Love, Vickie
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