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Recieved: 2001/02/04 23:22
Subject: Re: [K-list] First Kundalini experience?
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2001/02/04 23:22, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Elsbeth,
You wrote:
> I was laying awake on my front and began to experience a forceful rushing
> sensation which began at the base of my back, it sounded like a train, or
a
> roaring wind, it moved up my back I felt helpless and pinned to the bed,
it
> reached my skull and seemed to leave me through the top of my head, as it
> left me my legs twitched and spasmed. It felt as though something had
moved
> through my body, a force or spirit.
The real thing, it is your personal and transpersonal power, life force,
unencumbered. So it started with me in 1974, similar time of the night,
similar sensation.
I used to work midnight shift, and during the breaks I used to sleep in my
van in the parking lot...
That what you describe is exactly what happened... I knew that it could
happen, so it was not frightening or anything, in fact I was proud. So
should you be. In 1975 I got what one usually calls 'enlightened'. That was
only the beginning, enlightenment is not everything, it is just the roar of
the fire that gets the stove burning... the cooking is still to begin. I
call that cooking part realization...
Well Elsbeth, do a lot of reading, there is a booklist on the Kundalini
Gateway site. Look at oriental art, paintings, sculptures, architecture.
Some nasty stuff about the past may come up, emotional etc. That may scare
you. See that though as if it is the stuff that flakes off when you are
scrubbing a dirty pot. The more flakes and grime gets loose, the sooner you
see the shining material of the vessel. Every time a negativity comes up,
say, "Another one gone." You have to train yourself that way. Start looking
and recognizing, and be grateful for the states of sweetness in your
meditations, just wordless, mindless sweetness, move that all through your
body. And... stay firmly rooted in reality..., grounded, almost day to day
reality... do not veer off too much into "new agey" lala land. A bit is OK,
just for visiting the sites so to say.
The spasm are OK, go with them, do not stop them. If your back gets out of
wack, do some chiropractic work. You got to keep or get your spine right.
You could almost say that if the spine is not loosened up, Kundalini will
force it for you... so pre-empt that by doing belly-dancing or something fun
like that. Enjoy your body, enjoy yourself, your SELF... This is what it is
about... When you enjoy yourself, your s-e-l-f will get larger and larger
and will be the Universe as well as the Centre of it. Your sense of self
will include everyone and your compassion will be wonderful... to...
yourself and your fellow human beings.
Have a look at my website as well:
www.aurasphere.dhs.org
Good that you are with this list. There is a lot of expertise and experience
here, quite a few people will understand exactly what you maybe going
through. It is possible that the experience or experiences that you have
will stop for a while, never mind, ("never mind" is good anyways) just keep
the meditation that you are doing up, you seem to be doing the right thing.
Love, Wim
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