To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/02/01 15:42
Subject: Re: [K-list] A Dilemma
From: A. Noriega-Gonzalez
On 2001/02/01 15:42, A. Noriega-Gonzalez posted thus to the K-list:
On 2/1/01 8:37 AM, "chbioenergyATnospambtclick.com" <chbioenergyATnospambtclick.com>
wrote:
> Dear JB
>
> I am with what you are saying.
> I remember reading that somtimes the alarm bells are ringing loud but
> "Highest Self" will over ride all that and drop you in it because this
> relationship is where the most growth will occour for both.
> In my own case Anne and I found we could send sexual energy mixed with a
> loving feeling to each other. At the moment we live 200 miles apart and I
> still cohabit with my present wife but not in sexual way.
> My present partner has met Anne and so have the kids so everything is above
> board so to speak. The house is up for sale so when it goes Anne and I will
> live somwhere together hopefully fairly close to my kids.
> The big reservation is actualy my children Michael 14 and Graham 10.
>
> The other reservations I have are the spiritual ones ie will this delay me
> finding the answer to the question "Who am I" I am secure in my own love at
> last ( love affair with K has been mentioned and I can go with that) so is
> it fair to endevour to have a normal relationship when only part of me is
> present.
> The other side of the coin is that Anne is on fast forward as far as I can
> tell spiritually since we met.
> We both also are hoping to learn to move energy through us when in a sexual
> meditation (tantric) which seems to be one of the ways to enlightenment.
> It was explained to me that once K is awakened you are in the taxi being
> driven by Shakti and you may find yourself in all kinds of situations that
> you would never have entered into normally through the return journey to
> God. In short if ever you had free will you certainly dont now and the end
> result of being one with God SELF is now inevitable just a matter of time.
> All of this is just my point of view but it makes sense of a lot
> of"coincidences that have happened recently.
> I welcome any thoughts you may have on this JB. and others.
> Best wishes also to you.
> Chris
MM,
... usually, difficult situations within the context of an interpersonal
relationship tend to point to those spaces within our psyche that are
armoured or blocked by unresolved traumas or self-limiting patterns... what
is it that is said about dangerous opportunities?
nevertheless, the fact that you brought out to the K-list your concern
regarding your relationship may well indicate that you will simply follow
the advice that reflects most closely your decision... lol
in the words of T.S. Eliot:
... do not let me hear
of the wisdom of old men, but rather of their folly
their fear and their frenzy, their fear of possession
of belonging to another, or to others, or to God
the only wisdom we can hope to acquire
is the wisdom of humility...
& may we all arrive at the most adequate decision for us... there are no
easy, nor perfect answers to the most important questions...
BB,
ANG
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