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Recieved: 2001/02/01 05:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] A Dilemma
From: Chbioenergy

On 2001/02/01 05:37, Chbioenergy posted thus to the K-list:

Dear JB

 I am with what you are saying.
I remember reading that somtimes the alarm bells are ringing loud but
"Highest Self" will over ride all that and drop you in it because this
relationship is where the most growth will occour for both.
In my own case Anne and I found we could send sexual energy mixed with a
loving feeling to each other. At the moment we live 200 miles apart and I
still cohabit with my present wife but not in sexual way.
My present partner has met Anne and so have the kids so everything is above
board so to speak. The house is up for sale so when it goes Anne and I will
live somwhere together hopefully fairly close to my kids.
The big reservation is actualy my children Michael 14 and Graham 10.

The other reservations I have are the spiritual ones ie will this delay me
finding the answer to the question "Who am I" I am secure in my own love at
last ( love affair with K has been mentioned and I can go with that) so is
it fair to endevour to have a normal relationship when only part of me is
present.
The other side of the coin is that Anne is on fast forward as far as I can
tell spiritually since we met.
We both also are hoping to learn to move energy through us when in a sexual
meditation (tantric) which seems to be one of the ways to enlightenment.
It was explained to me that once K is awakened you are in the taxi being
driven by Shakti and you may find yourself in all kinds of situations that
you would never have entered into normally through the return journey to
God. In short if ever you had free will you certainly dont now and the end
result of being one with God SELF is now inevitable just a matter of time.
All of this is just my point of view but it makes sense of a lot
of"coincidences that have happened recently.
I welcome any thoughts you may have on this JB. and others.
Best wishes also to you.
Chris



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