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Recieved: 2001/01/30 06:27
Subject: [K-list] Thinking
From: Jb789
On 2001/01/30 06:27, Jb789 posted thus to the K-list:
Hi,
Personally, I think that it is of an absolute importance to share
one's thoughts on life with others and far superior to the rest one
may get in one's comfy and undisturbed location behind the private
camouflageing shield of one's personal phych.
Anyhow, I think so.
Below is a sharing of some of my reflections of a couple of hours
ago. Since the most significant and profound reflections I like to
keep and share with others, I have sent it to another forum.
You might wonder, _why_ don't I write new thoughts instead of just a
copy of my contemplation of hours ago.
Well, how should I know ?! But I suspect that the reason for this is,
that a couple of hours ago, I was thinking, while now, I do so no
longer.
I do not think any more.
I think I have transcended thinking.
Well anyhow, I think so.
And rest assured, I am definetly not -trying to be funny.
When you're beyound thinking,
you cannot try nothing no more !
That's quite a trial !..
Without a Try-ee, tried, or trying..
Well anyhow I tried!..
to explain, but the following, should better clarify the significance
of the previous.
So below, Observations of JB-2-hours-ago.:
(patience recommended)
¤¤¤
How am I ?..
I am thinking.:
"why do I write this ? - does L. Really have a mommy ? - only one car
passing by - when is the noise of the building construction across
the street end ? - concrete building - I wonder why don't they put me
to work -I should get a salary-extra-benefit.. not yet, why ? - I am
ok,.. they're ok ? - another car - the pipe is smoking - hard to find
the perfect tobacco - I would like to advertise for X. web site -
the palm trees in Thailand !.. no coconuts falling on my head in my
office in this gray part of the world - he is ok - sometimes - my
girl-friend shows signs of a more sane mental order , there is hope,
alas how long will I think so ? - buzz buzz, the mantra of the city -
whatever happened to P. ? he ain't as bad as I thought at first sight
and shock - he is a must here, without him ½ of the posts would not
be born and they would get bored - long live four-letter-words -
remember I am not responsible for what's written here, it's my mind
machine letting it all hang out which reminds me of a silk Thai
shirt, they all hang out of the pants - someone knocking at my office
door ? - hope not 'cause I am very creative now - and what happened
to divergent writing exercises I used to practice many years ago ? -
Oh Jeez & Big Buddha, this is It! - it was a western zen chap said it
was good ventilation,.. gooood, which reminds me of the Turkish woman
I met on my travel who could only say 'Goood cofeee ! without words,
with hands - and the circus came to town,.. I have no idea actually
whether it did, or why I've said it - I believe K. said it once so I
say it too - once I've written that the cosmogeny of the Andromendan
cucumber is not as cumbersome as that of the women's lib, 'cause it
has no red stockings, however I think I've reached the blah-limit of
2.500 words..no, thank It!, only 1823, so maybe I should go to lunch
anyhow now that I experience the empty mind, and empty unconditioned
bowels, so please do not get irritated by my sharing of my inner
life, it's not worth it, on the other hand, honestly is it much worse
than X's display of profound reflections ? or is it just as good as
the blast of the Big Bang which they say it never really happened
while they say that it might have happened but somehow the orbit of
premature flagellation subsided to late. God! 2323 words.. amazing
ain't it ?!"
(to be continued, eventually by another..)
Have a nice day !
jb.
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