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Recieved: 2001/01/22 19:54
Subject: Re: [K-list] Introduce Myself
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent


On 2001/01/22 19:54, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:

At 12:25 PM 1/22/01, ninthinsight1ATnospamaol.com wrote:
>Hello everyone! I just recently found you all this weekend and let me tell
>you....I was SO relieved.

 :) Yes.. that is the purpose. You are not alone. There are many who
become awakened spontaneously, fearful and alone not knowing what it
happening to them. I was awakened for most of my life, not even
understanding why people said I was "different". Welcome.

>My friend that can see auras, said that at times my aura was a "rainbow",
>which she had never seen before...

    The chakras make a rainbow of colors..

>At the time of the panic attack, my friends were over and saw the whole
>thing. They said when they looked at me, my eyes were so dilated and
>strange; they said it was as if I wasn't there anymore.

You probably weren't..

>In the course of the next 3 months, I gradually started feeling like
>myself again and now feel completely back to normal again.

    What is normal? :)

>Last month, while at Borders, I literally stumbled across a book
>called,"Spiritual Emergency".

    :) that is how it works.. you asked and the Universe responded, using
synchronicity to give you the information you were seeking.

>Can I expect this K to return?

    Yes. However it is unlikely that it will crash your brain as it did
before. You will probably have mild spiritual or visionary experiences, now
and then, and be given time to integrate them.

>I've noticed that many have dealt with symptoms for years....My experience
>was very short (6 months).is this normal?

    There is no "normal". There are some consistencies, such as the
symptoms in the book that you recognised.. but everyone's experience of
awakening is different. You experience is unusual in it's intensity.. but I
have come across similar stories before.

>Is anything being done to notify mental health officials that many of
>their patients may be going through K awakening?

    :) Perhaps that is your job. Perhaps the purpose of the intensity you
experienced was to motivate you to be a spokesperson. :)
    The authors/editors of the book you mention are psychiatrists who have
probably done more than anyone to bring awareness of Spiritual Emergency to
the Psychiatric community. The Grofs run an organization called the
"Spiritual Emergence Network" (SEN)
http://www.ciis.edu/comserv/sen.html
    I'm sure they would be pleased to have your support.

>Thank you for your time...I apologize about the length of this e-mail, but
>it is impossible to tell my story in a shortened version...

 No apologies are needed.. your story is very interesting. Thankyou
for sharing it.
Welcome, and Blessings!


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