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Recieved: 2001/01/19 18:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] human nature-old questions
From: >Sylbar
On 2001/01/19 18:37, Sylbar posted thus to the K-list:
Many questionings, dilemmas, wonderings - such tentative little tiptoes for
me now.
> Sri Ramana Maharshi
> "...individuals cannot act of their own accord. Recognize the force of the
> Divine Will and keep quiet. Each is looked after by God...As for prayer for
> the sake of others, it looks so unselfish on the surface of it. But analyze
> the feeling and you will detect selfishness there also. You desire others'
> happiness so that you may be happy. Or you want the credit for having
> interceded on others' behalf. God does not require an intermediary. Mind
> your business and all will be well."
>> Or as Angelique would say Goddess has it handled.
yes...
and we are also called - 'in spirit' - when Goddess works through us. :)
Different to imposing our own will... if it is not right it doesn't feel
right - out of grace.
I've been away for a few days and I opened your post, Hillary, after this
one arrived from a friend :
>>>Subject: URGENT one..
>>> did you see channel 2 news? a lost mentally disabled
>>> AND unstable boy...fears held for his safety
>>> he may have "harmed himself"...his name is xxx
>>> nice family...please suggest to him he heads DOWN hill to the
>>> water...help him find the way out..
A disconcerting request
her assumption that I could - I thought I had kept these things well hidden
[mmm yes K whimsy ! ]
more to the point, the assumption that I would - without being 'called' to.
I had heard the news and had felt his life intersected with someone I knew -
but that it was ok.
I ventured there...answer... all is as it should be.. as Angelique says
Goddess had it handled.. whatever the outcome - it was meant.
Guided in spirit. Sometimes so hard to see when we are not 'in spirit' tho.
Things become so clouded, noisy. I make so many errors.
> Shouldn't we
> *do* something?? Or is it enough simply to Be?
I have been pondering, learning, about reflections... and manifestation...
since I watched the eclipsing moon
setting in the west with the sun rising in the east. Reflections... true?
distorted?... by what? what we give out? or by others hampered perceptions?
the perception of the spirit in all of us... how it can be manifest to be
truly seen....
I have lived most of my life not wanting to be here... such a desperate
yearning to return. audiences in tears when I played... sad yearning
music....Music gave me joining.... no joy - always wistful, tinged with
regret.
My body - just a body I was in {when I was}...irrelevant...
I put on a glamour when I had to - to give people what they expected...
so peripheral
all my tantrums that I am here in this world... that I had to see the
pain....
coexisting - avoidance of knowingness and the knowing of knowing.... working
so hard trying to keep the two apart - to avoid feeling the pain of
separation from the all one...
lack of acceptance of divine will.
past tense....no more. :)
But how to manifest spirit in this world so it is truly seen? How to truly
be? I feel so young..a novice.... and now is time....
reflections resonances reverberate...
:)
all thoughts welcome...
love,
Sylvia
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>To: britcarATnospamtbaytel.net, Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com
>Subject: Re: [K-list] human nature
>Date: Fri, , 11:49 AM
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