To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/01/19 15:53
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Free Will/was Is Evolution Catching?
From: Chbioenergy
On 2001/01/19 15:53, Chbioenergy posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Hillary & list.
I have had some very profound experiences which seem to show
that some experiences are at least pre destined. Perhaps we have freewill
before birth and more or less choose key events to learn from in this life.
An example story abrieviated.
I bought a Fender Bass when I was 23 thirty years ago. I stopped playing 15
years ago It sat there loved but not played. I learned about renunciation
and though what can I release from my life so after a little mind wrestling
I put an advert in a specialist magazine.I had come to the conclusion it was
not fulfilling its "Dharma" in life and let it go with love. A man bought
it. Later he phoned and enquired if I had bought it secondhand in London at
Macaris Musical exchange all these years before Yes. It transpired he had
owned it all those years ago and he was very pleased to have it back..
Its a chance at odds well exceeding winning the lottery.
My mum died yesterday at the age of 92 from a long illness by "coincidence"
it happens to be on the birthday of a woman I met through doing healing on
her at a BIo-energy course we were both on and "miraculously" her twisted
legs straightened and lengthened to enable her to walk pain free. I had
handed over outcome before I started so dont claim that the "little me" did
it. Anyway we are lovers now and I was praying ernestly for guidence
regarding our future together. OK all that can be said was Mum died on Annes
birthday
Mum was not aware of much the last few months and could not have known
consciously anyway of the birthday.
But!! I dont take coincidences lightly.
A friend said to me some time ago.
Do you think God does not know what you are going to do?
Like Angelique I think its wake up time for California and all of us.
The evidence of earth changes is all around us.
It is proven that we have had drastic reductions of the population befiore
and for sure history repeats itself.
They worked out from the mutation of dna that only happens in women that
there have been several what they call bottlenecks contained in the dna and
this could only have happened if their was a massive reduction in the number
of people on the planet. It was on a program over here about the massive
sleeping giant of a super volcano in Yellowstone park and the "experts
maintain it is only a matter of time before it erupts again.
Well we probably chose to be here at this time in the full knowledge of what
may or not happen but I hope it dosent.
.
> > On the other hand, the whole of life is about testing intuition. What
is
> > really peculiar to me is that I seem to be moving along toward a state
> > where I no longer believe in free will. Or rather, I think there is
free will, I > believe there is free will, I live my life as if there is
free will, but I
> > "know" there is no free will (we are all God-driven). So I now wonder
if
> > these questions are never either/or propositions. The answers are
always yes.
>
> Dear Holly, List,
>
> This is not really a poll. Just a matter of curiosity! :))
>
> It occurred to me when Holly wrote this that this is precisely my
attitude,
> too.
> I wonder what others here feel about free will.
>
> Question:
>
> 1. Do you believe in Free will?
Not now
> 2. Have yourchanged your attitude towards Free Will due to your
metaphysical
> experience(s)?
Yes
>
> Thanks everyone! I'm also curious as to what other K or "spiritual" lists
> people here belong to.
Sacred K
>
> Love, Hillary
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