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Recieved: 2001/01/10 16:41
Subject: Re: [K-list] Mistressofthe8thhouse
From: mistressofthe8thhouse
On 2001/01/10 16:41, mistressofthe8thhouse posted thus to the K-list:
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From: <CLEOCATRAsATnospamaol.com>
To: <Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>
Sent: January 9, 2001 11:54 PM
Subject: [K-list] Mistressofthe8thhouse
>Dear Sister Jen,
>Here is an old familiar face that can allign with your single mother
>hardships, as you may recall...<wink>
Most definately, my dear!!! You have certainly had your share of trials and
tribulations as well. I also think I am pretty safe in saying that we are
much stronger women as a result :-)
> That is the problem with us FemDommes,
>we cant reveal our vulnerabilities while containing an army in just one
body.
>Remember that Goddess will guard your good deeds and proven works of love
for
>your children, but be willing to tell your story of how you demonstrate
your
>love, Dear.
Until I had my boys I had a great deal of difficulty showing vulnerablity of
any sort. However, having them was a rebirth of sorts for me. Looking at an
innocent child can melt away years of cynicism and bitterness. It is truly
wonderful to view the world through the eyes of a child :-)
>If you need any strategies, Im too old not to have quite a few...
I may just take you up on that one :-) It never hurts to share experiences
and compare strategies.
>Currently for me if the patriarchy has its way, I will be losing my house
>soon and will be looking to cohabitate with someone like myself...
hopefully
>warm weather Florida will invite someone if I dont have the opportunity to
do
>so myself... fallout from metabolic thyroid stuff and taking way too plenty
>of K meditation time instead of earning money... (hmmm... errr, medication,
>oops /meditation >> a typo every time I try to put it in a mail... no one
>here would wonder why...)
I'm sorry to hear that things have not gotten any better for you Cat. I pray
things will get better soon :-)
>AS things start to cave in around me, I find my faith following my son's
>learning how to allign himself with me and my love for him. Understanding
how
>the real life strife determines some outcomes and other choices are no
choice
>at all, but are left to love and devotion and loyalty -- he is consciously
>taking on an alliance with the person he is discovering deeply loves him,
>when someone tried to convince him I didnt...
Children KNOW who loves them. And when it comes down to the nitty-gritty it
is not the person who buys the best toys, and feeds them the most ice cream
that they are loyal to. They instinctively know who has their best interests
at heart. And when everything is said and done all they REALLY want is your
love. In our old age, as we look back on our lives, it will not be important
what we owned or how much money we had. The most important thing will be the
bonds of love we have forged. Whenever I feel threatened by the negative
energy of my ex, I remind myself of this :-)
>and the next few months I
>expect him to go through alot of discoveries about the things he did not
>expect to be more important than Pokémon.
<LOL> ...Or Digimon... Yes, I am well aware of the curse of Japanese
Anime..hehe
>The K list is one of my few safe havens, Angelique's impeccable grace and
>loving makes it so... Digital home... glad you are here with us!!
I feel the same way. There are things I would share here that I would not
even feel comfortable sharing with my family. Angelique has indeed been
wonderful. The Lady has been blessed with many wonderful gifts :-)
Be well Cat :-)
Love Jen
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