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Recieved: 2001/01/08 20:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] K for Kundalini or C for Crazy?
From: mistressofthe8thhouse

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From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <MystressATnospamKundalini-Gateway.org>
To: mistressofthe8thhouse <mistressofthe8thhouseATnospamhome.com>;
<Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>
Sent: January 8, 2001 8:33 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] K for Kundalini or C for Crazy?

> Yep. Ya want a hand with it? I'll see what I can do, with your
consent.
> Blessings..

If you could give me a hand with it, I would be forever in your debt. :-)
It is starting to effect my work , and I am becoming very anti-social. My
responsibilities are starting to feel like minor details in the big scheme
of things. Some of the list members have given me some excellent advice, and
made some wonderful suggestions, including recognizing this as a cleansing
period and letting things run their course. I would give anything just to be
able to seclude myself somewhere until these feelings pass, but I can't. I
have two small children and am a single mother. I cannot allow myself to
fall apart or I will lose my kids.

Things seem to be escalating in other areas as well. I have always had
"prophetic dreams" of sorts, but they are beginning to be much more graphic,
and much more detailed. I dreamt of my first husband last week, who I
haven't seen for quite some time. We did not part on bad terms, but we had
issues that simply could not be resolved. The last time I saw him he had
short dark hair and a goatee. When he came to me in my dream he had hair
that was half way down his back he and was wearing it in a ponytail. It was
slightly graying. He was also clean-shaven. In the dream he warned me
against making a decision that I have been considering for the past several
months. He told me that he still loved me, and that he wanted to protect me.
He told me that this decision would destroy me. I know that Goddess sent HIM
to relay this message. Had it been anyone else ( ie my mother), I may not
have listened. I took his advice, and as it turns out he was right. I saw
him a few days ago, and he looked not like I remembered him, but how he
appeared to me in the dream. That was some sort of catalyst for me, I think.
It seemed to open a whole floodgate of emotions. It is not because I am
still in love with him. I care for him yes, but I have a wonderful partner
who I love very much.

Sorry for rambling... I just need to tell someone who is not going to judge
me. My partner believes me , but he doesn't understand.

Warmest blessings and many thanks,
Jen

http://www.kundalini-gateway.org

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