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Recieved: 2001/01/04 08:33
Subject: Re: [K-list] seeing truth
From: Carol C.
On 2001/01/04 08:33, Carol C. posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: Tom McCaffrey <frostbitATnospamglobal2000.net>
To: Kundalini Post <Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>
Sent: Wednesday, January 03, 2001 11:27 PM
Subject: [K-list] seeing truth
> Mystress Angelique asked me to write of my own experience...
>
> more than a few times (but not often) in my life i've "seen" truth...it
> "rings" inside me...undeniable truths...
>
> the one that means the most to me: about 8-9 years ago my best friend
> told me the mole that he had had removed was malignant melanoma and he
> was given a 10-20% chance of living just a few years.....before his
> words left his mouth i "knew" he would not die of this...it's so hard to
> put into words (let alone type!) the emotion and the feeling behind what
> i experienced...
>
> i "felt" this truth so hard....it "resonated" inside my head/heart/soul
> as something not ever to be questioned...total truth....
>
> he's still being watched/scanned periodically...he continues to defy his
> doctors' worse predictions and he is vibrantly alive and he now gives
> hope and transfers his positiveness about his condition to others who
> share his struggle (how's that for a run-on sentence)...
>
> as a write i am shaking and crying...i don't pretend to understand what
> we share as humans or what we can possibly feel/experience as travellers
> in this life...
>
> i am searching/seeking/confused/loving/struggling...i want to
> know/understand what may be possible...i "know" that the moment i just
> wrote to you about is "god's" doing...is "k" another way of saying "in
> touch with the truth of our existence"?...does/can it happen to some/all
> of us?...my moments have been relatively few and far between but
> extremely intense...
>
> again, as i write to you, my body is experiencing unsual shaking/crying
> and my mouth has tightened almost closed...tingling in hands/arms...
>
> i want to understand...i want to realize my full spritual potential...i
> seek...
> (interestingly i've just read another post which lists my age (42) as a
> time that k things might happen...)
>
> with total honesty,
> tom
>
> ps i've also "seen" my ultimate age (45) and my particular way of
> joining all that have gone before us...this is the one "seeing" that i'm
> sorta hoping i misinterpreted but i really doubt it...
>
> >:-)
> ***********************************************************************
Hi Tom,
Those experiences of knowing come from a place other than your mind. Call
it intuition if you wish. It is from your higher consciousness. When the
higher consciousness begins working it opens the door to other experiences.
Stay open to that voice. And set no limitations on yourself!
True seeking begins the process of drawing what you wish into your
awareness. The tingling is a k symptom. Strong emotions based on higher
ideals and love open the path for energy to flow. I have felt it like a wave
wash over my entire body just because of a thought directed toward God ( or
the Light) or some thought based on love and compassion toward another. The
moment you seek something higher as opposed to seeking things of the world,
it opens the door for energy to flow.
K experiences do not have to be accompanied by flashing lights etc. It can
just be the slow steady growth of wisdom and higher ideals that become truly
integrated into the person; steadily becoming a better person, truly
forgiving and loving. It sound as though you are on that path!
Love Carol
>
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