To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/01/03 21:27
Subject: [K-list] seeing truth
From: Tom McCaffrey

Mystress Angelique asked me to write of my own experience...

more than a few times (but not often) in my life i've "seen" truth...it
"rings" inside me...undeniable truths...

the one that means the most to me: about 8-9 years ago my best friend
told me the mole that he had had removed was malignant melanoma and he
was given a 10-20% chance of living just a few years.....before his
words left his mouth i "knew" he would not die of this...it's so hard to
put into words (let alone type!) the emotion and the feeling behind what
i experienced...

i "felt" this truth so hard....it "resonated" inside my head/heart/soul
as something not ever to be questioned...total truth....

he's still being watched/scanned periodically...he continues to defy his
doctors' worse predictions and he is vibrantly alive and he now gives
hope and transfers his positiveness about his condition to others who
share his struggle (how's that for a run-on sentence)...

as a write i am shaking and crying...i don't pretend to understand what
we share as humans or what we can possibly feel/experience as travellers
in this life...

i am searching/seeking/confused/loving/struggling...i want to
know/understand what may be possible...i "know" that the moment i just
wrote to you about is "god's" doing...is "k" another way of saying "in
touch with the truth of our existence"?...does/can it happen to some/all
of us?...my moments have been relatively few and far between but
extremely intense...

again, as i write to you, my body is experiencing unsual shaking/crying
and my mouth has tightened almost closed...tingling in hands/arms...

i want to understand...i want to realize my full spritual potential...i
seek...

(interestingly i've just read another post which lists my age (42) as a
time that k things might happen...)

with total honesty,
tom

ps i've also "seen" my ultimate age (45) and my particular way of
joining all that have gone before us...this is the one "seeing" that i'm
sorta hoping i misinterpreted but i really doubt it...

>:-)

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