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Recieved: 2001/01/03 20:30
Subject: [K-list] k experiences
From: Carol C.
On 2001/01/03 20:30, Carol C. posted thus to the K-list:
Thanks for the reply. Meant to send to list as well.
----- Original Message -----
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <MystressATnospamKundalini-Gateway.org>
To: Carol C. <britcarATnospamtbaytel.net>; <Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>
Sent: Wednesday, January 03, 2001 6:33 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] silent ones
> > Well, what I wrote was that my gut instinct doubts.. what mind is
> that? The feeling mind?
> It is true tho.. wisdom comes in the silence of listening.. but it
> also comes in the wonderful complex chaotic experience of living. Both are
> needed.
> Ben clarified his meaning in private mail.
>
> >And actually I like the quote about Einstein and can relate to it.
> >There is one consciousness; God; who is for me, a bright light like the
sun
> >All else is irrelevant and an illusion in this plane of existence.
> >And I have experienced that directly.
>
> Don't mind me, I'm in a contrary mood today, arguing with myself.
> If it were truly irrelevant, why live? Why incarnate? God-dess thinks
> Maya is relevant, presumably or this beautiful world of illusions would
not
> exist. All is one, one is the loneliest number.. Goddess was lonely, so
She
> made the illusions of US.
> Love is unity.. but loving requires other, it takes an illusion of
> space, time, separation and distance, to have the experience of loving and
> being loved. The NDE's report, when the life review comes after death, the
> only relevant question is "How well did you love?" Not, how wise you are
or
> how talented or free.
>
> > *********************************************************************
I do not think that we have any difference except the words we use. Yes,
love was the only meaningful thing in this existence, all that mattered, all
that went with me, total unconditional love for every person in my life and
all persons in this plane. The love felt on leaving the body is greater than
any love we can feel while in this state. The Light is love, pure love.
Being free of the body is like floating in an ocean of love. That is my
experience. And it is true that how well we love is everything. Love,
empathy, compassion, forgiveness are traits of the Light, and also our
traits although clouded in delusion. That is all you feel in the Light;
love, compassion, understanding, joy and freedom , and there is also all
knowledge of all things.
I do not know directly about the great Light dividing itself into the many,
although I have heard of this. Do you know this directly?
I know other things directly. Predestine. I was told my children's lives
would be the same whether I returned or not.
Time exists only in the human mind. I was of the impression while in the
Light that everything is happening all at once. I could move in any
direction, what we call the past or future. It was all there.
This life is a farce, a stage play, a movie on a screen, an illusion. There
is an element of entertainment implied. It is exactly like a dream that we
wake up from. Waking up in the Light is like waking up from sleep where we
are dreaming. That is truth. When you leave you do not want to come back for
any reason, in the same way we feel when we wake up from a dream, and are
relieved to realize that it was just a dream.
When I speak of knowledge, it is knowledge of the Light, and not the
knowledge we strive for here. The knowledge we strive for here is nothing.
It is illusion based. Wisdom brings acquiring of those attributes of true
forgiveness, love, empathy, compassion, peace. That is knowledge and growth.
People are suffering here because of their lack of knowledge of something
higher. That was also revealed. There is never any need for fear or anxiety
because none of this is real. That is an absolute truth. That was firmly
imprinted on me while in the Light.
Our thoughts and feelings create our destiny. A feeling of overwhelming
compassion, of wanting to help others suffering here, brought me right back.
That was a lesson in the power of thought. But it also gave me some sense
of why I am here, or at least why I came back. In a higher plane things
happen instantly as soon as they are thought. The same thing applies here,
but in slower motion. The lesson? Watch your thoughts.
We speak of the same things using different words. My experience was not an
NDE. There was no life review and I saw no relatives. I simply merged with a
sphere of Light that communicated by thoughts, telepathy.
I did not die to have this NDE! as amazing as that sounds.
Why did this happen? I do not really know, except that I seem to have been
born seeking God. Maybe we all are. I tried to find understanding through
education ( lots of it in physics, math...)and when that did not work turned
to Yoga, employing a few simple principles learned in books. I went at in a
leisurely way. I think sincere seeking was the most important factor. We
eventually get what we seek in life.
You swim in an ocean of love, and I do too. My job gets done by rote
employing only a fraction of my mind and being. It is the love connection to
others that matters in all I do. We are not too different.
Hope my words might help some others.
Love
Carol
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