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Recieved: 2000/12/21 18:12
Subject: [K-list] More sexual graphics
From: Kalipadma
On 2000/12/21 18:12, Kalipadma posted thus to the K-list:
I frequently take matters into my own hands, sexually. I was one time
fantasizing that I was making love to Lord Shiva, had a powerful orgasm
and what felt like an ejaculation, but when I grabbed some paper towels
to clean up, there was no jism anywhere! I visualized a Cosmic Circuit
of energy through my body, and fell asleep.
Several hours later, I awoke with a powerful need to urinate. After
passing water, I passed a considerable amount of viscous fluid -- semen!
Evidently, in my Tantric fantasy, I actually retained my semen, shunting
it into my bladder instead of ejaculating!
Well, from the tantric texts I've read, my next step is to attempt to
suck up water, milk, and eventually mercury into my lingam. (I'm in no
hurry to attempt this.) But, yes, I've seen from experience that you can
have a "dry" ejaculation.
-- Len/ Kalipadma
Forwarded anonymously by request.
>To: Mystress Angelique Serpent <MystressATnospamKundalini-Gateway.org>
>
>Hello All,
>
>This is a sexually graphic message so please change your channel if you
>can't deal.
>
>I am a 42 year old woman who had a spontaneous kundalini awakening in
>July. Hard to cope with at times but an amazing and life changing
>experience which I welcome. This expereince happened late in the summer
>and has been on my mind ever since. I have sex on occassion with an old
>friend. I was giving him oral sex and as he had already ejaculated
>twice that evening he was taking a long time to come to completion. My
>jaw was tired, I took my mouth off his penis and he came, suprising me
>as it didn't feel like he was ready. I saw semen come out of his penis
>and splash on his stomach. I laughed (we are very comfortable together)
>and said I didn't know you were
>ready. He wondered what I was talking about, he hadn't come. I went to
>touch the ejaculate I saw land on his stomach and there was nothing
>there! I then continued and he came! Without a doubt I know what I saw
>and no man can come twice within a minute or so after ejaculating twice
>previously. Yeaks! What is up with that???? Is this the life force,
>divine essence etc.? What else does the future have in store? Can you
>suggest any reading, practices or anything?
>
>And just two quick questions. My sex drive has changed
>considerably with the kundalini wakening. I have more or less lost my
>sex drive and that worries me - should it? Secondly, since I was 19 I
>have had full body orgasms without any sexual stimulation, thoughts or
>promptings. Was this all part off my spiritual awakening? It has
>happened sailing, taking off in a plane, at a Springsteen concert, at a
>movie etc.! I could go on about this but won't take up any more of your
>time.
>
>Thank you and best to all.
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