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Recieved: 2000/12/17 20:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: empathy
From: Sylbar
On 2000/12/17 20:07, Sylbar posted thus to the K-list:
he he he! we're all so full of good advice.... our own issues..solstice,
impending eclipses, Christmas, full moons ! he he he!
lets all just go to Paul's party and sparkle things up!
shake shake shake... shimmer shimmer shimmer
sparkles in the light...
:)
Sylvia
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>From: nancy <nancyATnospamwtp.net>
>To: "Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com" <Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>
>Subject: [K-list] Re: empathy
>Date: Mon, , 4:45 AM
>
>> Message: 3
>> Date: Sat, 16 Dec 2000 21:45:05 -0800
>> From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
>> Subject: Re: empathy...
>>
>> All I want for X-mas is to be heard, and accepted for who I am...
>> instead of fending off projections of who they think I am. Wanting
>> creates
>> experiences of wanting.. so it goes..
>
> Hi Angelique,
>
> Every once in a while, I feel compelled to write you even though I think
> that my words aren't really what you need to hear. I've learned through
> the years that if I have that feeling, there is something that you would
> appreciate hearing, so here I go again!
>
> Let me start by saying that I completely understand your feelings of
> being an outcast, wanting to be accepted, not feeling the strength to
> deal with abusive behavior. None of us deserve the harsh treatment the
> world offers, but we all knew what we were getting into before we were
> born and chose the path of the warrior.
>
> Your path is one of rapid growth. Your family, bless their abusive
> hearts, are the reason that you have progressed through so many levels
> of awareness in your short life. Have you ever considered that they came
> to earth to assist your development? That they have been living hell on
> earth for your benefit?
>
> I find myself wanting to explain that I don't mean to condone abuse, but
> you know that and I'm sure you know what I mean.
>
> You have quit growing from their abuse long ago. You detached from that
> wounded child so you could establish yourself in all your fullness. I
> remember that you met that child recently and welcomed her back into
> your life with open arms. Now her wounds are your wounds.
>
> When you find yourself with that sickening feeling waiting for the other
> shoe to drop, you are relating to the world through her eyes, her ears,
> her feelings. She can't cope with the abuse. You are a confident, whole
> woman who doesn't have to be afraid of these sad people who try to gain
> their power by putting you down.
>
> Everyone is exactly where they need to be. I HATE that sometimes. Why
> can't people be in the place I want them to be? You know that I have had
> a problem accepting that this man in my life isn't willing to open
> himself up to a deeper level of relating. It really pissed me off. It
> made me sad. Then I thought, how fucking arrogant of me to think that I
> know what's best for him! It's his life and he knows the path he wants
> to walk. It's just not that path I want him to walk.
>
> You want acceptance, so I would say in the spirit of Christmas that it
> is better to give than receive. Give acceptance and your rewards will be
> rich. Accept that your sister is an abusive bitch. Let her be an abusive
> bitch. Don't care if she's an abusive bitch. Let her perform her drama
> by herself.
>
> You don't need to completely detach. There are degrees of interrelating
> with others. A good friend once told me to not throw pearls to swine.
> Save your jewels for those who can appreciate their value. Leave the
> swine to their slop.
>
> Angelique, I know that you have it in you to withstand and maintain your
> wholeness. You are a beautiful, strong, enlightened woman. I am
> fortunate to know you and call you friend. My love and acceptance are
> always here for you.
>
> With love,
> Nancy
>
>
>
> http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
>
>
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