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Recieved: 2000/11/11 20:19
Subject: To Mistress: From Mandy
From: The Inside Line
On 2000/11/11 20:19, The Inside Line posted thus to the K-list:
on 11/10/00 10:36 PM, Mystress Angelique Serpent at
MystressATnospamkundalini-gateway.org wrote:
> At 06:50 PM 11/10/00, The Inside Line wrote:
>> Hello everyone...
>>
>> I just read Wendy's post and wanted to introduce myself also. I never felt
>> I belonged here since I was little.
>
> Well, you definitely belong here, then.. :) Welcome.
>
> I floated in deep dark
>> space and the energy started from way out there. It entered my head and went
>> down thru and below me then back up. Pure Extasy. I would do this 8 hours a
>> day while seeing visions <..>
>> I found myself on a table in a very bright room with some beings. They laid
>> me down and put a clamp around my stomach. This brought me out of
>> meditation. I was so angry. I went back to meditate and what took 45 seconds
>> to reach the Zone took 1 hour. I was back with them and they put a second
>> clamp around my throat. I have never reached another deep state since or
>> felt the energy no matter what practice or group I've been with, although I
>> still do color chakra breathing, daily.
>
> Well, you have asked.. so I will tell you what Goddess tells me
> about what happened to you.
>
> Before you were born you had some things you wanted to do with this
> lifetime.. Experiences you wanted to share, people to meet again, stuff..
> plans. A destiny.
> So long as you were spending 8 hours a day blissing out having
> visions, you were not getting them done. So, the bliss had to stop so you
> would get off your butt and do what you came here for.
> You will find the bliss again, but first you have to surrender to
> being here now. You have spent a lot of time hiding out from yourself, in
> drugs and meditation, without really making up your mind about what you
> really want to do with your life, and getting on with it.
>
> Within you, is some unique talent and gift that nobody else has. Some
> passionate idea that was so irresistable that it inspired you to incarnate
> so you could experience it. Sitting under the Boddhi tree meditiating your
> life away was not it. That was a way for you to escape back into your
> pre-incarnation state while you still had a body. You don't need a body for
> that, that's not why you took birth.
>
> So, here is the game you have set up for yourself. You have experienced
> the Bliss of Divine Unity, you are addicted to it, and now your Goddess
> self uses it as a carrot dangling to lead you to do what you came here to do.
>
> When you find out what it is, and put yourself on the path of doing it,
> the bliss will return. That is your navigation system. You will know what
> it is because you will recognise the bliss, feeling it while you do the
> thing you were born to do.
>
> It's true your mind is not like most folks, but so what? I've been in
> other people's minds, and believe me, it's nice to visit but you don't want
> to live there. :)
>
> Most people are humans looking for a spiritual experience.. they are
> locked in the body trying to get free.. You have mostly been more like a
> spirit hiding out from having a human experience.
>
> You were resistant to living, and so you never really got anchored into
> your body properly. You didn't grow much of an ego to keep you stable here
> in the physical world of "chop wood carry water". That's why you feel you
> don't belong, and why smoking pot set you so completely adrift in the
> spiritual realms.
>
> The throat lock was applied to keep you from leaving your body. The
> Zone is an out of body experience. If you spend too much time out of your
> body in that way, the body starts to think the game is over and you are
> dead.. so it starts the process of shutting itself down so it's bits can
> be recycled. It gets sick and dies.
>
> The throat chakra is the gateway where you enter and leave the body.
> Those beings who put the clamp on your throat are your best friends, in the
> spirit world and they did it to save your life, and salvage your destiny.
> Be grateful to them. They are on your team.
>
> You know how to leave your body and go into the Zone ( I call it the
> Void) now you have to learn to bring your body along .. to manifest the
> Void flowing thru your body as a Divine expression of your unique
> manifestation as a human being.
>
> When you follow your bliss, by doing what you came here to do, the bliss
> of the Zone moves thru your body instead of you leaving your body to go to
> it. Draw it forth into manifestation as creative effort of some kind. This
> new bliss you will discover, is much, much more rewarding than what you
> have lost.
>
> What kind of creative effort gives you bliss, is a riddle for you to
> find out by getting to know what your body likes doing. Your body grew
> around a code of destiny that you embedded in your first strand of DNA at
> your conception. It knows what you are here to do. It was custom-designed
> for the job. Let it be your teacher.
>
> Well, that's all.. Welcome to the K-list, Mandy.. :)
> Blessings..
>
>
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WoW Mystress Angelique. You have stopped me in my tracks. Suddenly I have no
more questions. (I didn't know I was so tired of my questions)
Thank you for that..
Mandy
P.S. I'm very happy to be here but now I have nothing left to say!
HA>>HA>>HA!!!
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