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From: Magne Aga
On 2000/10/26 14:36, Magne Aga posted thus to the K-list:
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From: Wim Borsboom <aurasphereATnospamhome.com>
To: Magne Aga <magneagaATnospammonet.no>; Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com
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Date: Thursday, October 26, 2000 8:39 AM
Subject: Re: Uncertainty or ....... Possibility?
>Dear Magne,
>
>(So glad you are back from lurkdom, what happened?)
>
Doesn't matter. No one would believe it anyway.
>Now, as we as humans are rather complex conglomerates of electrons <...>
>I had the conscious experience of
>being a grain of sand, "I WAS A GRAIN OF SAND", somewhere on a beach in
>California, Long Beach? Oh, that was so neat, to be grain of sand and
>knowing somehow that a wave (a real one, I mean water) was coming and
>getting myself and my sand buddies ready for the rippally tumble... hmmmmm
>surrender... and no objection to it, the way we humans so often resist to
go
>with the flow.
My proposal is that the Delta brainwave state is the consciousness of the
mineral kingdom. My experience of the Delta realm, is that there are no
*here* nor *there*. When I type these lines, I watch on a computer monitor.
When I walk on the street, I see objects around me, etc...
However, in Delta, when looking on an object, for instance the statue of the
goddess Athena on the top of my desk, there is no *me* and *it*. I *am* the
statue of Athena in the same moment I observe it. There's no difference
between *here* (ego-reference) and *there*, there's no reference at all !
The first time I entered Delta during the awake state (Beta + Delta) was in
the middle of a crowd of people. Suddendly....... Where Am I? I was everyone
! Everyone and everything I watched was *me*, and *I* was
nowhere.....................................
So - in a sense, since the minerals do not have an *ego*, this was de facto
an experience which *I* never have had ! (another koan)........
Here's an extract from some postings to a group in the US:
* September 19th, 2000
Subject: Transition
Today, 10 35 AM, my father passed away at the hospital. I and my mother was
at his bed until his last breath.
There's more than 4 years since he got a serious stroke. The doctors thought
he would not survive the stroke in 1996. But thank's to healing he survived
*miraculously*.
However, he has now left the pain in these world. The last days, having
contemplated on Chuang Tze's - the ancient Chinese Taoist's, dream about
beeing a butterfly, I now see these tale from another perspective.
It's difficult to put words on his pain and suffering the last weeks. But
one image popped up. The butterfly leaves the chrysalis. The pain of
attachement is left behind. The bridges are burn. The suffering is over.
Peace with his soul.
"Life is a cold, short moment; death is a long, warm rest", as the song
goes.
You will get your requested postings. I just need time to digest his
transition for myself and others.
PEACE
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* September 21, 2000
Subject: Re: one quick question
Thank's for your concern about my dad. A few minutes after his death, with
my mother and my uncle crying in his room, I could sense his presence, as if
the pranic aura had not left him yet.
When I went to sleep last night, my Crown chakra was filled from above with
violet and white energy. And 7 is the last sacrament, the *last oil*.
I awoke these morning in these characteristic, these distinctive state -
which yet lacks any description. Something changed inside, yet unable to put
any finger on it. *Bliss* is the closest word....
But, in a sense, it's combined with a vague depression - having lost the
person I've healed, nursed, helped for years.... I've even protected him
from any information about my own grotesque everyday life.
Before I went to sleep, I focused on helping him traverse through the four
lower astral planes ASAP. Nobody needs more suffering than necessary.
Transformation.... According to the shamans in ancient Mexico, all we do -
and all we need do, in order to perform miracles, to transform into
something else - anything else, is *moving the assemblage point of
consciousness*.
AmerIndians have ancient tales about shamans transforming theirselves into
animals. Modern physics states that subnuclear particles changes *suddendly*
into other particles, by entering the unknown X they call *quants*. These
unknown X, is called Tao in China and Nagual on the American continent. And
in the words of the Taoist Chuang Tzu (about 300 BC), we find the same
shamanistic view:
Once I, Chuang Chou, dreamed I was a butterfly and was happy as a butterfly.
I was conscious that I was quite pleased with myself, but I did not know
that I was Chuang Chou. Suddenly I awoke, and there was I, visibly Chuang
Chou. I do not know whether it was Chuang Chou dreaming that he was a
butterfly or the butterfly dreaming that he was Chuang Chou. Between Chuang
Chou and the butterfly there must be some distinction. This is called the
transformation of things.
(attached image: butterfly2.jpg)
- Chuang Tzu, Chapter 2
Such are my thoughts about my dad - a butterfly who attained freedom,
released from misery..... In fact, I and my uncle was at the hospital
picking up his last remaining things there, during the writing of these
E-mail (my mother could not bear another visit)....
>we will NOT move our bodies through some air space yet
>without first having bought a plane seat and pay some airline.
Why?
>The extra two elements -
>light and pure consciousness... there is quite a variety along those lines
>suggested by the pundits (this btw, is a fairly recent idea in the aura and
>chakra world) - the two extra elements which Hindu philosophers and some
>Tibettan lamas attach to the brow and crown chakras are on the right track.
>and my wavely blobbiness fits right in when I project myself outwards and
>inwards hyper-dimensionally.
I call it EMPTINESS and consciousness (the crystal clear, formless,
limitless, possibility-infinite, light seen during transition or
initiation), and these light is the very consciousness itself.
>This topic of phase states is important. The set of five elements (earth,
>water, fire, air, space) is just one of various oriental versions of phase
>states. The latin word 'quintessence' is a sign that early western nature
>philosophers were also onto something like phase states. They used terms
>like fire, rain, wind and snow if I remember well; quintessence was the
>'fifth essence'.
In Kriya Yoga we transforms 5 emotions from negative to positive emotions.
The negative is not the opposite of the positive - without the negative
there would be nothing to transform. Hatred is not *no-love*; the opposite
of love is indifference.
>I do actually partition myself off in my
>auric phase state like a flame going off on its own from a campfire, but
>these parted off blobs of mine can persist whereas flames, well... they
just
>go up in flames :-). I pro-generate so to say, soul matter for newborns...
Just be aware of the fact that while the pineal gland causes Diversity, the
pituitary gland represents Unity. The 3 states Delta (minerals), Theta
(vegetables), Alpha (animals) may be splintered to such a degree that
different *personalities* occurs on each levels - *the 3 faces of Eve*. The
only resurrection from these diversity, depicted in Egyptian mythology by
the story of Osiris beeing cut into pieces by a sword, is the Goddess Isis
collecting the pieces together again. That is - the *waterline* of Kundalini
in the head Unites the two chakras, making the resurrection possible. And
Isis is the feminine part, since the I AM is the new-born identity or
newborn child of *immaculate conception*.
Our Higher Guardian Angel, these mirror-game, these phase-shifting
reflection of the fragments of past, present, and future, throw the Pearl of
Compassion downwards, hitting the Pineal gland, causing the sound *OM*, the
*Big Bang*, Creation............ while the *horisontal bar*, the
Anja-Sahasrara-link prepares the newborn Unity. Through the *two of us* (our
Guardian Angel and our I AM), we encompass cosmos..........
>I also expand and shrink my aura very easily, and it is in fact in my more
>condensed version that I find it easier to pinpoint my direction... but I
am
>riding the waves... Powerlines form quite an attraction for me, also those
>wire grids that are used for trolley busses and electric trains and trams.
>By the way, the foods I peruse in those circumstances resembles very much
>the finest deserts. (It is indeed heaven, and the beings I meet are indeed
>most often angeliquely heavenly.)
Interesting! Then you have managed to move the focus of your etheric web
into the head. Brilliant indeeed.......... This is the first of 4 steps,
corresponding to the 4-bladed lotus, the *root*.
I wrote earlier, some time in '99:
POLES IN THE CHAKRA-SYSTEM
In everything that exists there are duality. Taoists use the Yin-Yang symbol
to express mutually dependant poles, which needs to be balanced. Some
healing techniques focus on the two poles in our hands and brain
hemispheres. Kriya Yoga and similar techniques dwell with balancing the two
poles of upstream (Kundalini) and downstream (Light Body) energy flows.
But there´s another duality in each of the 7 chakras. The different chakras
varies in the number of "blades". Everyone of them consists of PAIRS of
blades. Here we experience polarity again, because the two poles in each
chakra have a CONSCIOUS (male) and an UNCONSCIOUS (female) half.
In other words, one half of a chakra can evolve by conscious means. The
other pole unfolds during sleep. This is an extremly important discovery for
me personally, since - when Kundalini reach my throath chakra, I sometimes
goes into a trance-like state of consciousness, unable to be conscious on
the physical plane.
Chakra means "wheel" or "rotation". I haven´t met anyone yet, able to
explain the different degrees of velocity speeds. When the "rotations" in my
throath reach a certain speed, my assemblage point of consciousness goes
into another dimension, leaving the physical world completly behind for a
moment.
2600 Years Ago, after his Enlightment, Gautama Buddha preached the 4 Noble
Truths in the Benares Park. The 4th Noble Truth is the "Way of the 8 Laws or
dharma´s":
1 Samyag Drishti (Perfect Sight)
2 Samyak Samkalpa (Perfect Understanding)
3 Samyag Vak (Perfect Speech)
4 Samyak Karmanta (Perfect Action)
5 Samyagajiva (Perfect way of living)
6 Samyag Vyayama (Perfect practice)
7 Samyak Smriti (Perfect concentration of mind)
8 Samyak Samadhi (Perfect contemplation)
....These 8 codes of conduct corresponds to 8 "blades" of our Throath
(Vishuddhi) Chakra, or more precisely, the Pole of the lotus of 16-blades
which can be developed by CONSCIOUS means.
The other 8 "blades" CAN NOT evolve by conscious means. They unfold during
our unconscious, "dark" side, the feminine YIN pole of sleep.
..............................
"Perfect Sight" is eqivalent to clear attention. To see the world just AS IT
IS, "Suchness" or "yathabhutam", just like a Child who see the World for the
first time, without beeing disturbed by personal, cultural or ethical
coloured "opinions".
When performing Kriya Yoga for the first time, I wrote in my diary that I
have just seen my little Village for the first time in my life ! I entered a
trip of cosmic consciousness, an ecstasy of Joy and Beauty of the "small
things" in our environment. It was a vivacious, perfectly awaken attention
of evrythings inherent Beauty of "Suchness", without beeing entrapped by the
lower personality´s endless subdividing of things into catecories or names
or classifications (maya or relative measurments or "points of view").
FIRST CHAKRA - THE ROOT WITH 4 BLADES
Gautama Buddhas 4th Noble Truth, the "Way of the 8 Laws or dharma´s", are
also divided into Shila (ethical rules) - Samadhi (contemplation) - Prajna
(wisdom).
Prajna is to Realize the 4 "general states" (samyana-lakshana) of Existence:
1) Everything which are formed by causality is perishable
2) Everything which are formed by causality is connected with suffering
(dukha)
3) Everything is Anatman (No Atman); or - rather: Every relative concept
about Atman cannot be Atman. ("The Tao which can be named is not the Eternal
Tao")
4) Nirvana is Peacefull
The first habit is the ability to discern between transitory, perishable
"values" - political, social, cultural "moral" fashions and racial trends,
our present culture - and Values of Endurance. Man-made "laws" versus
Cosmic, Universal Laws.
The Law of the Universe is Change. It's ebb and flow. The energy goes one
way, reach a climax, returns, goes the opposite way, reach a climax, and
returns ... A Reiki-healer told me once, after I've received a giant Light
influx, that she became "Sea-sick" of my energy flow of upwards and
downwards the Chakra-system.
Instead of drifting helpless with the Energy, we can step aside as an
OBSERVER. This is True Meditation. A meditation of Steadfastness and
stability. The All-seeing, non-interfering observer of transitory values.
Beeing the Chakra of the Root, "muladhara" (the fundamental root), it's the
center of GROUNDING. The center of beeing anchored in SAT, the absolute.
The second habit follows logically from the first, since the withdrawal from
relative values causes *detachment*; the cease of all the disappointments
and suffering we experience when clinging to values which cannot last due to
a Universal Law. The Law of the Energy's pendulum.
The 4 habits also concerns the "Cocoon of White Light Meditation", which
exists in several forms - a Tibetan one among many.......
The first habit creates - in these protecting Cocoon, an energy focus in the
6-bladed Manas Chakra - one of the secondary chakras in the head. My
personal experience of these Chakra-awakening was confusion, the feeling of
going around in a mental fog, which I even saw Clairvoiantly as a fog, a
plasma. This awakening, and the confusion of the lower ego, was due to a 180
degrees, a U-turn, in my life. The 4th Initiation is to manifest why on
Earth, one's *vision of Birth*. And Understanding (Manas) is essensial in
order to implement it.
The second habit moves the focus to Lalana Chakra, the secondary lotus of
the throath. During these process, the cocoon becomes a "scin", so to say.
While the stream of Prana - Life-Force - normally goes in and out the body
as the pendulum ebb and flow of Life-energy from the outer Ocean of Life, it
must now pass the protecting "skin", making it possible to FEEL the
influences from outside. Besides, it awakens the ability to move the etheric
body consciously - while it earlier was influenced by outer, unconscious
influences. The ability to rotate the etheric body is possible by 48 streams
of energy (nadis) going downwards both hands from the "2-bladed" lotus of
Ajna, the 3rd eye.
The "skin" also defines the size of the auric envelope. And the more
developed You are spiritually, the larger the Aura. A highly initiated can
Enlighten a whole City. Sananda can raise a whole planet (Earth).
The 3rd habit is connected with the Hearth Chakra (Anahata), the home of
Jivatman - and it's 6 *habits*.
When incorporating the 4th character trait, the rest in SUNNYATA (Emptiness)
or Freedom, we are released from our lower ego, our *favourite*
EBB-AND-FLOW-MADE theories/ideologies/viewpoints. We are free from the
frustrating attempts to cling to values which can not last.
*Favorite*, relative *teachings* from our relative ego is meaningless in the
Liberation of Sunnyata, because there's no one to react to anything, no
place to go, no yearning to change anything. Nor is there any concern in
that state for the misery of mediocrity of daily life as it is usually
lived, that is, in a constant attachment to objects.
No *explanations* of the relative mind can lead to a life of Sunnyata. It
does not begin unless all ideas, beliefs and attachments cease to be. It
implies that the relative mind is no longer, and something else takes its
place. It would seem to be a temptation for the mind, when confronted with
CHAOS (NO-THING), to create new ideas in order to *explain* it. This void
could be so deeply uncomfortable, that it could be tempting to fill it up
with new concepts. It is tempting to create new *ideas* out of the notion
that all ideas are to be given up !
Sunnyata or CHAOS is Emptiness, that is - nothing to cling to, no reference.
Together with the Law of Change, Accelrating Changes due to ebb and flow,
the lower, relative Ego may also be scared. The lower Ego may be scared of
the Abyss [beneath the *waterline* in the head], attempting to *escape* from
the Void, experiencing the frustrating effects of the proverb: "The more
things change, the more they remain the same".
Eliminating attachments, creates a tremendous vacuum in one's life. A
formidable problem is how difficult it is to really see it for oneself,
since there is no help from any scripture, guru, or tradition. However,
descriptions of the relative mind (all descriptions are the descriptions of
the relative mind), are not the described. And even when the description is
inspiring, it is never itself the life of Sunnyata.
Being left without any concept to depend on, feels so "wrong" to the
concept-bound relative ego, that it may assume that there must be something
wrong with the death of all of its preciously-held attachments. But as long
as one follows a *facit*, it is the relative mind, the ego, that's in
charge. One might want a facit for how life will be without the relative
mind. But it's impossible to predetermine, because it is always original,
unique.
EVERY MAN IS A STAR !
[ And, in these discussions of uncertainty, possibility, we could add that -
according to fractal geometry, everything is unique, uncomparable, including
these very *here and now* ]
This is urgent NOW, since Life itself has reached the point of no return in
our journey into the 4th Dimension. The ascended masters have announced that
Karma - good or bad - in the meaning of preordained roles and credits,
doesn't hold anymore. We are at the Dawn of a New 25 920 Years Cycle of
Evolution including the incoming Age of Aquarius.
When Sunnyata / Chaos is the only absolute reference, the final focus of our
etheric *skin* blossoms in the SECONDARY Heart-chakra, The Chakra of Beauty
(hridayam) with 8 blades. The Auras 101 primordial nadis becomes centered
there.
>> Then we can redefine *uncertainty* as possibility, miracles, creativity.
>Yep
In emptiness (shunyata) everything is possible. Do we need cups of Tea
FILLED with Tea in the kitchen-cupboard? NO !
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