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Recieved: 2000/10/06 12:15
Subject: [K-list] Transformation towards supracendence (was Vibrating Be
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2000/10/06 12:15, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Susan and Angela,
Susan wrote:
>>feeling k pulsing thru the bones of my face and head and teeth. It felt
like zinging' from an ultrasonic device they use in dentistry when they
place it against your teeth. The vibrations were so intense as to be just
under my pain threshold
>>Sometimes so intense it made the saliva bubble on my teeth and in the back
of my throat.
>>Now I have this left ear buzzing for the last year. It is not so intense
as when it started last December and the buzzing/clicking has moved more
behind my left temple region and more deeper in my head.
Just so that you know, those feelings and sensations CAN and MUST
(eventually) all be felt as beneficial. In fact it is important to find a
way to feel them as beneficial. Those discomforts do NOT have to be treated,
should NOT be treated. If you do 'treat' them, it is like scratching a scab
off 'prematurely' from a small wound and then wondering why it does not
heal. I used to have 'them discomforts' too (even the discomforts of panic
and anxiety need to be dealt with differently) thru used to 'bother me no
end' until I figured it was all part of a physical and meta physical
realignment of vibrational and energetic pathways. Straightening pathways,
somewhat comparable to the straightening out of the meridians but as seen in
reflexology, not necessarily the Chinese representation of meridians.
The buzzing in the ears like tinitis is actually OK . Accept it! True it
affects one's hearing of the outside world, but what is there to hear
anyways :-). Just like colours through the third eye so to say, the inner
colours, as well as inner sound, sweet inner taste and inner physical
feeling sensations. "INNER" it beats what one too often senses with the five
senses as disharmonies in the outside world. Those inner things can all be
bothersome in the beginning, seen and judged as ego stuff, too much
concentration on the self, narcissism, etc., but they are signs of healing,
re-integration. Pain is a sign of healing, accept the pain and notice the
transformation of it into sweetness of health ensues... REALLY!
Anybody who at this point wants to argue my point, hold off... transform
that argumentative pain into sweetness... I know some of you have intense
physical pain and pains... My God do I know about pain... have had that
intensively for a very long time as well... (I have hardly written about
that) But arguing for the reason to hold onto it in in the long run IS in
vain... Transform, transform... I have done it, it is possible.... Do not
let reasons for you pain prevent that transformation... The greatest saints
:-) did it... Of course they only became saints after they did it.... That
is self healing through the power of the trust, faith, holy spirit,chi, Ki,
Qi.... "whatever" of Kundalini.
By the way the "saliva" thing that you mentioned is extremely important it
is connected to the nectar flow that one can expect to happen from the top
back of the soft palate. That has to do with the pineal gland and the
pituitary body as well as (and foremost actually) with the cerebrospinal
fluid in the spine and ventricles in the brain.
Look for sweetness, like honey in all your sensation. IT is not for nothing
called ambrosia, amrita, soma, mead, nectar, etc. The first depictions of
the discovery of amrita can be found on some seals (Proto Shiva) made and
found in Harrapa in India in the Ganges valley, some four to six thousand
years ago. (Search for it with you favourite search engine.) It is of course
more complex but use your visionary imagination to break lose (?) your inner
memories of the person called now Proto Shiva... I is fantastic really, get
inspired by that... you will be so surprised at what it will break lose(?)
in you... (I do not know anymore how to spell lose or loose, to old to learn
now I guess , so hang in there with me, the lost are the one's who found it
:-)
Oh, another thing, heart palpitations may be felt that might scare the heck
out of you... but all those symptoms are good learn to see the underlying
sweetness... Transform, transform and see pains and discomforts as signs of
healing. When my wife was supposed to have the pains that are supposed to
come with the pushes in the process of giving birth to our son, she found a
way to transform them to their original intent... The pain of the pushes???
No way... no pain and she went with it . The feelings she got from that were
so powerfully cosmic that it was as though she was giving birth to the
cosmos... That of course is true any ways, as a new child with a new world
was being born, the creation of a new universe. (Modern science supports
this view with terminology like "parallel worlds or universes, non linear
concept of time and trans-dimensional concept of space.) Kundalini is
basically this same birthing process, a self rebirthing in the fullest
cosmic context, a universal retrieval mechanism inside each human being to
recover our participation (a timeless re-membering) in this great creative
moment of life.... one's own life. All rhetoric clichés maybe, if you read
this uninspiredly . But My Dear God, it is so absolutely true and grand. We
are each of us such wonderful representations of the divine within THIS
MOMENT of our trans-continuous and trans-dimensional re-creation of time and
space.
So:
Lose yourself in the moments of discomfort , surrender and you will feel the
supra-cendence (not trans cendence in this case).
Love,
Wim
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