To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/09/28 23:47
Subject: Re: [K-list] Whole Body (Global)
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2000/09/28 23:47, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Hillary,
I wrote:
>> I'll be a-lurking for a while...
You wrote:
> I'll miss your voice. Hope it won't be too long. :))
My wife, Emmy, is in India for another month maybe, Auroville, and is going
through a bit of a hard time. (Yes it is hot there and humid, in addition to
other things, like being *really hot* considering her fair complexion, etc.)
Michelle is working through some "conditional" conditions.
Pray for her please... she needs all the help and love she deserves... my
dear Michelle, remembering to open her heart... having room and time for
others in her life and allowing herself to be in someone else's life. She is
a daring young lady... learning not to be convinced that she has to be
rejected or that she has to reject herself.
Emmy and myself email daily in Dutch, which is (the Dutch I mean) in a way
too bad, as I think that our conversations could be clarifying to others on
this list.
I am a pretty far out guy (:-), probably one of the loving-est, easiest and
most understanding ppl. around. I worked hard at that and K. 's power has
forced me tremendously to clean myself up. For people who do not know me
this may sound absolutely preposterous.
Yes... it is sometimes very hard to live with a person like me... it
appears...
Unconditional love (yes Kundalini will eventually re-set you into that
steady state) is an affront in the face of all the *old shit* (Sorry for the
word? No!) that sticks to people. And to be absolutely honest I do not mind
the stuff.
Why, oh why do ppl. judge themselves so hard and cannot find the
compassion for themselves that love and truth can so easily muster?
What is the answer? One gets the answer when the question disappears!
Do not take me wrong, I check my actions, character and being very
thoroughly, am really not as conceited as I sound here... I am hard in being
easy on myself, I'm forever learning to forgive myself and dissolve the
regrets... The tears! Not that tears are proof of well-intendedness, but I
do weep quite a bit lately...
I keep talking about my memories of (and as) Jesus, the little and the older
Buddha (Siddharta Gautama Shakyamuni) and my memory as John (the apostle)
till you guys are sick and tired of it I guess, but... I wish I could
express that primordial dread and sadness of theirs ("verdriet" in Dutch) in
words rather than in sentimentality. I can do that with my wife easily,
especially in Dutch but then that does not help you, does it?
Hillary, and whoever else interested, I will see to it that I keep you up to
date... I sit a lot... in silence and love... and all of you are with me...
And the nectar keeps on flowing..... (that is actually the proof in my
pudding :-;)
Hey, who said that being a bodhisattva was a simple job... or a difficult
one?
Well, at least one can do most of it sittingly and sleepingly and by email
nowadays :-)
How long will heaven have to wait :-?)
When the waiting stops one is where one is...
Love,
Wim
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