To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/09/27 03:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] Whole Body (Global) Conductivity
From: Horia Cristescu
On 2000/09/27 03:35, Horia Cristescu posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Bob,
You wrote a very beautiful and deep post. I am very happy to see that I have
similar perceptions with you. I too developed in time from a localized K
activity to an almost all body experience. For example at the beginning,
when I received shaktipat, my Brahmarandra (the center of the crown chakra)
was opened and I felt a great bliss and a white spiritual light like a
waterfall falling down from my head. This experience gradually opened a
"connection" with the lower body reflecting itself in exactly the lowest
chakra, so, the most elevated chakra is somewhat reflected in the lowest
chakra which is where Kundalini "sleeps". This was the first connection and
I experienced it for two years : increasing activity in one center would
automatically increase the activity in the other. It was like there was
nothing in between; the other five chakras were bypassed.
After some time I felt the opening of Hrid Ckhakra (the spiritual "heart"
chakra, located in the chest region). This too was a blissful state, a
different state of bliss. On this stage I could feel my soul (jivaatman as
it is defined in the Shivaism of Kashmir) - this allows me to be centered in
my heart and this experience is a meditation with a certain energy of the
soul, it is a beautiful shakti of my body impossible to describe in words.
This shakti gave me new "connections" when it started communicating with the
crown chakra. This new connection induces a state of ubiquitousity, I become
"space" and "void". However I still have my limited ego-tic moments when I
stop meditating even tough sometimes I can meditate up to ten hours or more
with no visible effort.
Another connection of "Hrid" is the mutual reflection between it and Anahata
Chakra, the chakra of love. This was also a method for me to enter into a
deep state of love, a love with no object, very intense, like a burning
fire. This connection is one of the most beautiful and fulfilling because it
created for me (and I am a calculated and mental guy) a great trip into the
realm of love and affection. It was the apparent limitless of this love that
amazed me the most. However this state of love is not permanent to me, I
have to work to get into it, but after it is already active I only enjoy and
don't have to make any more efforts.
Another connections between love (anahata chakra) and it's upper and lower
chakras (vishuddha and manipura) are two variations of the state of love.
The energy of this love activates the vishuddha (throat chakra) and induces
a state of purity. When it activates manipura it induces a state of worm
friendship-love, a nuance of the state of love.
There is also a connection between the sexual energy (the second chakra,
swadhisthana) and the upper chakras. I keep a constant watch on my sexual
energy and I redirect it with my will from the sexual region to my crown
chakra and to ajna chakra (the mental chakra). This circuit became automatic
and now it runs on itself, almost with no effort from me, giving out a lot
of blissful states, expanding my aura and giving me a taste of the amrita
(soma) in my whole body. It is also called Ojas Shakti and this shakti is
said to be the basic power of all the mantras.
There are some other connections between the chakras and the centers of the
palm of the hand. I can use the right hand like an energy emitting system. I
do this when I am in a blissful state and want to project the energies to
someone. This chakra of the palm can get so strongly activated that I feel
like I am be phonically pierced or burned in the center of the palm. This
secondary chakra can relay at will an equal energy to that of any primary
chakra and it can give me a sensation of moving the consciousness through
the body : if I emit the white light energies of sahasrara (crown chakra)
with my right hand, then I feel like my sahasrara and my consciousness is
not in my head any more but also in my hand. That is a mixed up sensation,
it's like putting on my pants with the back side in front. :) haha ... The
mental activity and the function of conscience partially moves to my right
hand in those moments.
So, I hope I've been of some help.
Love you all.
Horia.
I hope you don't mind me letting Bob's post intact here (it is not that I
don't know I have to clip it but I like it ALL - hahaha)
> Private Inquiry:
>
> >Would you be able to explain more about the Global symptoms
> ( runaway mode kundalini ) and Local symptoms ( blocked mode ). The
> Local symptoms I think I understand but the Global?....
>
> Hi,
>
> Great question. Hope you don't mind me taking it to the list, as it
> is a subject others might be able to help with.
>
> As mentioned in an earlier note, "blocked K" symptoms involve some
> particular part of the body where K energy has hit impurities. The
> symptoms are localized in the form of some sensation, pain, and even
> some mental activity associated with that local blockage.
>
> "Runaway K" is not necessarily blocked at any particular place in the
> body/mind. Rather, due to the greater intensity of the K energy
> (hence the term "runaway") the body/mind experiences symptoms
> everywhere. These symptoms can take the form of whole body energy
> rushes, whole body heat, whole body bliss, and even symptoms
> extending outside the body into our environment which is becoming
> more a part of our sense of self as the K process progresses. As
> Susan pointed out in her recent note, K can be viewed as a whole
> world phenomenon. It stands to reason then that our K experiences and
> symptoms will eventually become whole world also as we move from
> individuated to unbounded consciousness.
>
> A first step in this process is what I call the arising of "whole
> body conductivity," the beginning of global symptoms and
> experiences. On this particular topic I speak mainly from
> experience, as I have seen limited detailed description of it in my
> travels over the years. This is one of those cases where language
> gets invented to describe the experience. The eastern texts speak in
> detail of the arousal of the 70,000 nadis (subtle nerves) in the
> body, but by the time I was into it, my experience became so
> overwhelming that it literally was "the book," so I stopped reading
> and just went for the ride, like many folks around here do. Perhaps
> others can add more scriptural comment on what follows.
>
> During my early days of K yoga way back in the mid 1980s I began to
> notice nerve connections between my higher body and my lower body.
> They were "bliss" connections, as they involved placing attention and
> performance of physical mudras at upper centers in the head and
> throat which were simultaneously experienced as pleasure in the
> pelvic region, a cultivation of K sex in the lower centers stimulated
> by activity in the throat and head. A simple example of this is
> centering the eyes on the tip of the nose. If you feel it in your
> pelvic region, you will know right away that there is a connection
> there. These sorts of actions (there are many) led to a myriad of
> other connections giving rise to more blissful energy flowing
> progressively higher in the body. I called these
> connections "conductivity," and as it became more and more global in
> me, I ended up calling it "whole body conductivity." As the
> experience progressed, it became apparent that this was K moving up
> and permeating every cell of me. As the intensity increased, the
> pleasure gave rise to heat, and then more pleasure, and so on in an
> ever increasing spiral. And thus was born my runaway K. It was the
> fantastic whole body pleasure that drew me in, and after a while I
> was no longer chasing her. She was chasing me! I spent years after
> that learning to accept and manage the fire and light that had been
> released by this evolution of whole body conductivity. In time, and
> after much effort, the "runaway K" gradually became a
> manageable "slow burn" which is an ongoing day-to-day dance of the
> energies always surging inside. I am the cheerleader of this and
> sometimes the fireman dousing the flames. My entire life is about
> serving this neverending inner dance, reveling in it, being
> illuminated by it, and surviving it.
>
> Has anyone else had this type of K awakening?
>
> Peace,
> Bob
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