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Recieved: 2000/09/25 14:23
Subject: [K-list] Whole Body (Global) Conductivity
From: Bob Vincent
On 2000/09/25 14:23, Bob Vincent posted thus to the K-list:
Private Inquiry:
>Would you be able to explain more about the Global symptoms
( runaway mode kundalini ) and Local symptoms ( blocked mode ). The
Local symptoms I think I understand but the Global?....
Hi,
Great question. Hope you don't mind me taking it to the list, as it
is a subject others might be able to help with.
As mentioned in an earlier note, "blocked K" symptoms involve some
particular part of the body where K energy has hit impurities. The
symptoms are localized in the form of some sensation, pain, and even
some mental activity associated with that local blockage.
"Runaway K" is not necessarily blocked at any particular place in the
body/mind. Rather, due to the greater intensity of the K energy
(hence the term "runaway") the body/mind experiences symptoms
everywhere. These symptoms can take the form of whole body energy
rushes, whole body heat, whole body bliss, and even symptoms
extending outside the body into our environment which is becoming
more a part of our sense of self as the K process progresses. As
Susan pointed out in her recent note, K can be viewed as a whole
world phenomenon. It stands to reason then that our K experiences and
symptoms will eventually become whole world also as we move from
individuated to unbounded consciousness.
A first step in this process is what I call the arising of "whole
body conductivity," the beginning of global symptoms and
experiences. On this particular topic I speak mainly from
experience, as I have seen limited detailed description of it in my
travels over the years. This is one of those cases where language
gets invented to describe the experience. The eastern texts speak in
detail of the arousal of the 70,000 nadis (subtle nerves) in the
body, but by the time I was into it, my experience became so
overwhelming that it literally was "the book," so I stopped reading
and just went for the ride, like many folks around here do. Perhaps
others can add more scriptural comment on what follows.
During my early days of K yoga way back in the mid 1980s I began to
notice nerve connections between my higher body and my lower body.
They were "bliss" connections, as they involved placing attention and
performance of physical mudras at upper centers in the head and
throat which were simultaneously experienced as pleasure in the
pelvic region, a cultivation of K sex in the lower centers stimulated
by activity in the throat and head. A simple example of this is
centering the eyes on the tip of the nose. If you feel it in your
pelvic region, you will know right away that there is a connection
there. These sorts of actions (there are many) led to a myriad of
other connections giving rise to more blissful energy flowing
progressively higher in the body. I called these
connections "conductivity," and as it became more and more global in
me, I ended up calling it "whole body conductivity." As the
experience progressed, it became apparent that this was K moving up
and permeating every cell of me. As the intensity increased, the
pleasure gave rise to heat, and then more pleasure, and so on in an
ever increasing spiral. And thus was born my runaway K. It was the
fantastic whole body pleasure that drew me in, and after a while I
was no longer chasing her. She was chasing me! I spent years after
that learning to accept and manage the fire and light that had been
released by this evolution of whole body conductivity. In time, and
after much effort, the "runaway K" gradually became a
manageable "slow burn" which is an ongoing day-to-day dance of the
energies always surging inside. I am the cheerleader of this and
sometimes the fireman dousing the flames. My entire life is about
serving this neverending inner dance, reveling in it, being
illuminated by it, and surviving it.
Has anyone else had this type of K awakening?
Peace,
Bob
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