To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/09/22 12:31
Subject: Re: [K-list] Guidelines
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2000/09/22 12:31, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
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Thank you Bee Light,
You wrote:
> Kundalini is interconnected to everything...
> I admit I am surprised that a few others do not see the higher
> connection within the "awakening"...
Of course there are higher connections and conceptions, my dear God (and
thank God), are there ever?
But I will spare everybody my ideas about channelling, mediums and such, as
it would be totally counterproductive, as I cannot do justice within this
space to such an important(unimportant really :-) concept. Channelling-like
activity has been with humankind from the moment the first humans became
aware of the intricate dimensionality of existence.
But just like any other conceptual solution to the human plight (?), it is
no more than just another *indirect method* of our overcoming of human
suffering.
Suffering: our unwillingness, voluntary inability to "deal love directly".
The human plight...?
When the first questions arose:
What is all this?
What is a human?
Who am I?
Who are you?
(The worst questions ever asked.)
"Who am I?"
When that question was first posed,
The harm was done.
That is when it went all wrong.
As soon as these questions are chased from our awareness
....ruthlessly....
Will we know "that we are",
That we are the divine human,
That we are integrated again.
As soon as the fundamental (hahaha) questions about "all this" and "all of
us" dissolve
will we know IT again.
Questioning is an unbelievably "stupid" thing, believe me!
I have spend days in laughter and merriment when I discovered that.
Questioning and searching has become the worst addictive habit from day one
of our human awareness (unawareness really).
Questioning has become the first thing we do when and while a child is born.
We "violate" a child with when it is born, by questioning...
Boy or girl? Oh how silly !
Does it ever have an impact though !
What an unkind act really..., actually !
The "question", although WE KNOW that the child just IS,
It has just discovered that it IS and...
... We question its very existence already
Questioning its existence already:
"Hello little fellow (?) How are you?
Can you smile?
What's your name?
Can you say "mommy"?
Are you cold?
Are you comfy?
Are you hungry?
We ask ask ask,
We worry worry worry.
We question to no end...
By the way, my mouth is where my money is:
When our child was born, me and my wife had already vowed not to ever ask a
question, not to ever use words like "no" or "don't". We did not talk in
terms of absolutes and opposites. All was to be discovered by the little one
itself.
The experiment (it was not really an experiment) worked, it was actually
very easy!
(I come from the Montessori tradition.)
Answering to habitual questions (however deep and fundamental they appear)
will only add to conceptuality and will not retrieve reality.
Solution?
Be love,
Be in love,
Yourself first though (lest it be not love)
That is the secret, clear and simple.
That what prevents you from being in love,
whatever,
whatever,
whatever,
whatever,
and... yes... that as well
do not do that anymore.
Chip away at it !
Swallow pride,
Accept defeat,
Give in,
Surrender,
Give up,
Weep,
You were dealt with unfairly !
Feel SELF sorrow
It is actually simple...
Anything you bring up "right now" against what you just read....
Give it up...
It is no use holding on to it...
OK, let that what just came up... go as well !
Any resistance,
Any objectionate traits,
Stubbornness,
Reactive behaviour,
Being a bit recalcitrant?
Just let it go...
It is really no use.
It is not really yours... that stuff,
All that is acquired...
Pushed onto you...
Let it go...
Ah, relief...
Sigh...
Weep...
Breathe deeply...
Sob...
Love,
The wonder of tears and the sweet fountain from which your tears well up...
Happiness and bliss at the core of your existence...
...
Be here now, do not allow any negativities (small or large) within and from
your mind anymore, no little no big judgements, especially no
self-depreciations.
Especially mind the little negativities, the small pinpricks, the ones that
sneak in through the backdoor. Get rid of the "ought tos" and "shoulds", you
yourself come first, love yourself, you are lovable by yourself and others.
Work at that, that is the only work to be done, and leave all the rest
alone.
The REST is the one of the worst concepts as only THIS IS.
Love,
Wim
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