To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/09/19 09:52
Subject: Re: [K-list] Where do we go ?
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2000/09/19 09:52, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
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Dear Horia,
Thank You, from the deepest of my heart,
You came to the quintessential question...
And what now when the question dissolves?
The questioning will disappear, the quest, the search, the unknowing... will
go.
And if it will disappear... if it can disappear... then it was not there in
the first place...
Love, Wim
You wrote:
> What is left of us after we complete the whole process of awakening of
Kundalini ? A nondual omnipresent consciousness, a infinite conscious light
? Where can I recognize here anything I knew before the process started ?
This finality seems frightening to someone who realizes that he knows little
about this new radical world. No particular location in space, omnipresence.
A nice, promising concept, but how would it be to live it for more than a
split of a second... How would it be to live it for a whole life ? What is
life beyond mind and abolition of the usual thinking process ? It is much
more than death, much more than going as a stranger in a foreign country not
knowing their language and customs... Did you contemplate the abyss of this
state ? How does it look to you, to be driven by this conquering force to
this place outside any concept and imagination, and stay there forever ?
hehe... Someone must compensate for the fear this change will raise. Only if
God showed Himself as loving father that will call me to Him would I dare
venture. So, this Kundalini force must be something if she can turn the old
me that I knew into this new and unthinkable me. She must be a terrible
force if she will pose me the question : Will you renounce to your limited
self, will you let it Die and accept .......................
>
> Love,
> Horia.
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