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Recieved: 2000/09/18 15:52
Subject: Re: [K-list] Where do we go ?
From: Mhortling
On 2000/09/18 15:52, Mhortling posted thus to the K-list:
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This is one of the profoundest questions - what do you actually do when
you're standing at the gate and something is pulling you irresistably
through, towards annihilation into the Silence ?
Maybe quickly start chopping wood, carrying water, cultivate some vices and
desires ? Anything to keep you within time & space and causality ?
Once dissolving really has become a tangible possibilty, there seems to be a
totally primal fear that kicks in. - O Lord now that I've seen you, please,
PLEASE let me forget again, just for a little while and let me hang out with
my friends a few more years, play my guitar, go shopping, enjoy this world !!
:)
On the other hand, maybe after total surrender to God's power and
ego-eradication, it's time to start controlling the Shakti after all, but now
from a different perspective. Get to be in charge of the Great Elements that
create the universes, be truly creative, consciously be the projecting part
of Lila's Dance ...
Could be fun if dying doesn't hurt too much
Yeah, and must learn to KEEP THAT MOTHER OUT of the top chakra most of the
time :)
Pensive salutations,
Michael (sort of)
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